I've wasted money and made myself obsessed.

[Marmalade414]

I've been a real idiot the last month. I'm currently wide awake as tonight was the night everything needed to stop.

I developed a strong intense crush a month ago. Was so sure the man felt the same. In my desperation I turned to a psychic who I've used before. I do trust her. She picked up he liked me and saw him opening up. She said he was recovering from a relationship though so was going to take a while to untangle things.

Then I discovered esty readers. How stupid am I! I've tried 8 this last two weeks. Absolutely every single one fed me different stuff.

I was so desperate to know. Then today I realised how stupid I've been. Nothings happened. He didn't approach me. . I left an honest review on a psychic page because she told me he'd give me his number. He didn't. She has since been private emailing me to say she will deal with my review publicly. Then she's tried to say he knows my address and just because I'm impatient doesn't mean it won't happen. Then she told me she didn't think my personality is nice like she read after all. Charming!!

Anyway I'm upset at my stupidity. But also I'm upset at how desperately obsessed I got over this man.

I went back to the psychic I trust tonight. She said a spirit is blocking him because he's too much like the men in my history. Apparently he's gone from being a sweet guy ready to open up but nervous. To abit of a player.

I'm so stupid.

OP you recognise you've wasted money on the "psychic" readings so don't be so hard on yourself. I can recommend the book Psychic Junkie which is a true account of an aspiring actress who had too many readings. You are not alone with having too many readings.

This year is hard a tough one and the readings and crush are giving you a boost. If you need someone to talk to I think counselling might help. Take care

A registered counsellor bound by a code of ethics, in regular supervision is NOT THE SAME as mumbo jumbo witchcraft.
He/She will run through theeir confidentiality agreement on the first session ie What goes on in this room stays here, unless I feel you are in danger of harming yourself in which case I will contact a GP.
One of my counsellors regularly encouraged me to see the GP and when I talked about my son having addiction issues, many times told me to see the GP and for him to see the GP.