@nakedscientist stbxh doesn't want to sell the house because of DS, he needs consistency in his life, it has been a big struggle getting DS back into mainstream education after so long in specialist education, if we sell up and split the proceeds we couldn't afford to stay in this quiet and safe area of the city, DS would struggle with a move and it is unlikely that DS will manage full time employment, he's barely coping with full-time college.
@MrsCatE we have good days and bad days, eldest doesn't really talk about it and DS is surprisingly coping very well with it, all things being considered. I feel lost and lonely and as if almost half of my life was worth nothing, the atmosphere in the house is different, there's something missing.
@SchnitzelVonKrumm, thank you, yes we're moving on albeit slowly.
@@explodingkitten* thank you, our future is me and the kids, we will make it as happy and peaceful as possible.
@coffeeagogo, @StormTreader and @BifsWif thank you all.
Going to pick DS up now, I'll be back later