I should probably name change for this but won't.
Since I got pregnant, with our tried for child my husband hasn't wanted to touch me sexually.
It happened much more quickly after we got married than we anticipated, child might as well be a honeymoon baby (we had been together some years before getting married).
My husband is 19 years older than me, I am 28. Since becoming pregnant/having the baby, our sex life has died a death. Not on my shout. I look almost exactly the same 15 months post birth as before, granted I have some stretch marks now.
We've been intimate maybe 5 times since the baby was born. Once this year. It isn't me, I want to. I miss it. I don't understand why he doesn't want me.
I almost left earlier this month but felt we could work at it. Lack of intimacy isn't the only issue but I think it is the one which will end it.