Still moving forward. Bank/fraud now sorted but everything else still the same

[HoppingForward]

I now have access to my own account online with his access removed.

I've changed passwords to everything and a new name here. Please don't write my previous NN on here paranoid feel free to PM if you have an idea of the back story for needing to start this new thread.

Still lots to do appointments wise and he is still a stupid bastard playing mind games. But in his mind it's all my doing.

Exactly what I thought today across I supposecim feeling lonely, but keep reminding myself it's not him I'm missing it's company in general.

It's hard work, he has spent the day being Disney dad and dropped the DC off Leiden with gifts but in good time for him to go see pub wife to be...

I'm arranging a coulee of nights out next month with friends, I haven't been out in ages so as much as I want to that scares me as well.

Little pity me party here tonight.

Nothing wrong with a little pity party of a late night, as long as you get up in the morning with the realization that life is good and that you are strong enough to face its challenges. And you are strong enough.

Good idea to arrange some nights out. Don't you dare talk yourself out of them. You need and deserve them!!

As far as feeling lonely, I guess it's to be expected. But you can feel much more 'alone' when you're with someone who disrespects and mistreats you than you can ever feel when you're at peace on your own.

hey Hopping, how is your life moving on ?

Hi Hopping, just wondering how you are doing now?