My marraige is over...

[Lemmingswife]

I know it is for the best, but I am hurting really bad atm & keep thinking of my poor babies.

You posted once, MM!
He has gone to a friends house now & I have cried a million tears today & now reached that numb stage.
MN is wonderful - it would be so much harder to do this alone.

LW, just popped in to say hi again. Will email you tomorrow.

You really are doing the right thing, keep telling yourself. REally proud of you x

didn't mean to post in this name!!!!! i'm loads better, just not so sober recently.. you?

I'm good, thanks, although not very sober either!

Hijack away! Thanks girls, I am kind of okay.

Not sober either

Well, you're entitled, LW! I have no excuse...

you probably new deep down a week or so ago. but it is differetn knowing it and then admiting it.
well done, this is the hardest part. you have told him how you feel. he is trying to be nice in ana effort to show you how he CAN be, but just remember that CAN doesnt mean WILL.

you have been so incredibly strong through this and your boys will see that too. i know they love their daddy, and that doesnt have to change. if at anytime they get upset at the situation you can explain(im sure this is old news as your a great mum who has already planned the conversation in your head a thousand times no doubt)that mummy and daddy arent happy living with each other anymore, and that it had nothing to do with anything they have done. mummy and daddy both still love them dearly and it doesnt upset either you or daddy to hear how much they love the other.....etc etc..

keeo strong hun.

Likewise!!

There is alays an excuse! Will be good again when I am no longer stressed!

Think that's good advice from fm about what to say to your DSs...

It is. Thank you FM.

lw, come on chuck, you can do it.

I hope you manage to get some kip tonight. You must be exhausted after not sleeping at all last night.

Am exhausted! Don't know if I will sleep tonight, but will try.
Thanks for being around for me.x

I will do it. I have to.

We're all around whenever you need us. x

Thank you.

Night, I'm off to bed now. Will email you tomorrow.

x

Night, dino.xx

i hope you manage to sleep tongiht ..take care xx

LW just seen this and yes it will be hard and feeling that way is good strange as it seems but it will in the end be better sometimes and get better more often as time goes on. It takes a long time to get over this stuff and lots of support.

DOnt stress if you dont sleep for a while you will. My hair fell out in clumps as well but it is growing back!

I fell asleep in the lounge, as I was so exhausted!
Took myself up to bed, but kept waking throughout the night & crying.
He is still in the same bed as me atm.
This isn't getting any easier. He is now trying to cling onto me, but it is too late.

Oh my life, did it really, GF!
I think I am going greyer by the day!!