Ok, XH question, apologies for it being a bit long.
Pattern since we split has been, we try to be civilised for a while then I say something he misinterprets or that just doesn't suit him and he turns into a bully. He attacks me or just flat out ignores me for days or even weeks. Followed by profuse apologies. Over and over again.
Last straw was over a month ago. DD has a big event coming up in March that I really would have liked to plan together. In fact he sent the first message to me saying 'we really must work together on this.' But once he realised I was on board he changed his tune - rebuffed all my requests to discuss it, agreed to a meeting then cancelled it at the last minute. Said he was going to handle it all and there was nothing to discuss. I finally decided, for my own sanity, and for DD's sake, not to fight with him and just let him do it. I even handed over all the research & ideas I already had. It just wasn't worth the fight.
So today, over a month after we last talked about it, he sent me an email saying please can we discuss it!!!! (He's either realised it's too much hard work or doesn't want to look bad by excluding me). I've been really good at not engaging in any battles with him for a while now but feel this is maybe too big to ignore so have drafted this:
?No, I really don't think we can discuss it. As has happened every single other time we've tried to discuss anything it will be fine at first. Until it's not. I do not trust you to behave rationally and respectfully towards me for any length of time. As soon as I say something you don't like or you misinterpret it will all go wrong. It's happened too many times now and the way you responded to my phone calls and emails about the really was the last straw. It?s been almost exactly a year since this all started and I have had enough heartache in the last 12 months to last me a life time. I don't need anymore. So feel free to use the information I gave you if you want it. Or don't. I'm sure you and will figure it out. Good luck?
Thoughts?