19 + 6 today, going for my anomaly scan at 15.50. I feel a bit detached from baby atm, haven't seen them in 4 weeks, and don't think I'm feeling movements. I kind of expected not to feel anything early as I'm FTM and overweight, but I'm just scared that somethings not right, so I'm not letting myself get too excited.
I'm in Northern Ireland so restrictions now allow us to visit people outdoors, saw my brother and sister-in-law yesterday for the first time in a couple of months, and felt like they were more excited than me!
Hoping to see a healthy baby today, and that will make me let go of a lot of the worry. I've been looking at baby stuff, but haven't wanted to buy anything until I get past this scan.
Can anyone empathise here, and how did you shake the worry?