Pregnant after loss and dreaming of rainbows - 2

[Avocuddles]

Just setting up a new thread to keep the 🌈 conversation going....

About 4 weeks 3 days but not really got symptoms should I worry had sore boobs not really bad and that's calmed.

@Ibaadsmummy try not to worry too much Hun, symptoms really fluctuate at the start x

Il try😓 so hard though not Google everything

@Ibaadsmummy I had barely any symptoms until about 6 weeks other than a bit of boob soreness and feeling a bit more tired than usual. It's so hard to not analyse everything but as @SammiLou2312 days symptoms can really fluctuate at any stage really.

@Knotemma thanks for sorting the list! Glad you had a better day yesterday, hope this is a step towards a slightly more manageable pregnancy for you!

Morning all. Had a mixed weekend, generally ok saturday and then up pretty much all night feeling sick and boobs killing me!! Managed a better night's sleep last night and planning going back to work tomorrow after 3 and a half weeks off

Updating myself on the list
@teaandtantrums904 weeks (due 7/11/2020)
@Hagster6wks (due 19/10/20)⁣
@seaduck6wks (due 18/10/20)
@tmc146wks (due 15/10/2020
@Aria20156wks
@Littlegoth9wks (due 1/10/20)
@TunnocksTcake9wks (due 01/10/20)
@HighHopes209wks (due 3/10/20)⁣
@Treaclepie199wks (due 4/10/2020)⁣
@Sunflower16089wks with twins⁣
@SunStruck9wks (due 29/09/2020)
@avocuddles10wks (due 28/09/2020)⁣
@Scout209wks (due 29/09/2020)
@Hoping202011wks (due 18/09/2020)
@SammiLou231211wks⁣ (due 20/09/2020)
@Knotemma11 wks⁣
(due 21-09-2020)
@LilMrsS9+4 wks (due 24 SEP)
@Pugmum1913wks (due 31/08/2020)
@Rachael32115 wks (due 20/08/20

@teaandtantrums90 4 weeks (due 7/11/2020)
@Hagster 6wks (due 19/10/20)⁣
@seaduck 6wks (due 18/10/20)
@tmc14 6wks (due 15/10/2020
@Aria2015 6wks
@Littlegoth 9wks (due 1/10/20)
@TunnocksTcake 9wks (due 01/10/20)
@HighHopes20 9wks (due 3/10/20)⁣
@Treaclepie19 9wks (due 4/10/2020)⁣
@Sunflower1608 9wks with twins⁣
@SunStruck 9wks (due 29/09/2020)
@avocuddles 10wks (due 28/09/2020)⁣
@Scout20 9wks (due 29/09/2020)
@Hoping2020 11wks (due 18/09/2020)
@SammiLou2312 11wks⁣ (due 20/09/2020)
@Knotemma 11 wks⁣
(due 21-09-2020)
@LilMrsS 9+4 wks (due 24 SEP)
@Pugmum19 13wks (due 31/08/2020)
@Rachael321 15 wks (due 20/08/20

That looks better 😂
No idea what happened before! 🤷‍♀️

Thank you for the reassurance it's what mc does to you I cant just be excited or even happy incase it goes wrong since I'm so early 8 weeks seems ages away worried about blood test results too what is they say levels are bad so many litle worries xx

@avocuddles how can I add myself to the list please?

Oh I just found you all! I've been away visiting the in laws and thought the other thread had just gone a bit quiet! Will catch up then check in with you all later, not feeling very well today but think I'm just exhausted after all the socialising

@Bellsx just copy the list from the previous post and add yourself in, were trying to keep it roughly in order by how many weeks people are, but don't stress too much about that, just chuck yourself on the bottom if you want x

@Knotemma how do I copy it?

@teaandtantrums90 4 weeks (due 7/11/2020)
@Hagster 6wks (due 19/10/20)⁣
@seaduck 6wks (due 18/10/20)
@tmc14 6wks (due 15/10/2020
@Aria2015 6wks
@Littlegoth 9wks (due 1/10/20)
@TunnocksTcake 9wks (due 01/10/20)
@HighHopes20 9wks (due 3/10/20)⁣
@Treaclepie19 9wks (due 4/10/2020)⁣
@Sunflower1608 9wks with twins⁣ (due 2/10/20)
@SunStruck 9wks (due 29/09/2020)
@avocuddles 10wks (due 28/09/2020)⁣
@Scout20 9wks (due 29/09/2020)
@Hoping2020 11wks (due 18/09/2020)
@SammiLou2312 11wks⁣ (due 20/09/2020)
@Knotemma 11 wks⁣
(due 21-09-2020)
@LilMrsS 9+4 wks (due 24 SEP)
@Pugmum19 13wks (due 31/08/2020)
@Rachael321 15 wks (due 20/08/20)

Now that I’ve been for my scan, and seen a flickering heartbeat I will add myself to the list. I’m 6+3 but measuring a little behind.

@teaandtantrums90 4 weeks (due 7/11/2020)
@DressingGown87 6 weeks (23/10/2020)
@Hagster 6wks (due 19/10/20)⁣
@seaduck 6wks (due 18/10/20)
@tmc14 6wks (due 15/10/2020
@Aria2015 6wks
@Littlegoth 9wks (due 1/10/20)
@TunnocksTcake 9wks (due 01/10/20)
@HighHopes20 9wks (due 3/10/20)⁣
@Treaclepie19 9wks (due 4/10/2020)⁣
@Sunflower1608 9wks with twins⁣ (due 2/10/20)
@SunStruck 9wks (due 29/09/2020)
@avocuddles 10wks (due 28/09/2020)⁣
@Scout20 9wks (due 29/09/2020)
@Hoping2020 11wks (due 18/09/2020)
@SammiLou2312 11wks⁣ (due 20/09/2020)
@Knotemma 11 wks⁣
(due 21-09-2020)
@LilMrsS 9+4 wks (due 24 SEP)
@Pugmum19 13wks (due 31/08/2020)
@Rachael321 15 wks (due 20/08/20)

@Bellsx, if you're on you're phone normally pressing and holding over the text will give you the option to highlight it, then when you've highlighted what you want to copy you should have an option to copy. You should then be able to press and hold in the comments section to get the paste option. Hope that helps

@teaandtantrums90 4 weeks (due 7/11/2020)
@DressingGown87 6 weeks (23/10/2020)
@Hagster 6wks (due 19/10/20)⁣
@seaduck 6wks (due 18/10/20)
@tmc14 6wks (due 15/10/2020
@Aria2015 6wks
@Littlegoth 9wks (due 1/10/20)
@TunnocksTcake 9wks (due 01/10/20)
@HighHopes20 9wks (due 3/10/20)⁣
@Treaclepie19 9wks (due 4/10/2020)⁣
@Sunflower1608 9wks with twins⁣ (due 2/10/20)
@SunStruck 9wks (due 29/09/2020)
@avocuddles 10wks (due 28/09/2020)⁣
@Scout20 9wks (due 29/09/2020)
@Hoping2020 11wks (due 18/09/2020)
@SammiLou2312 11wks⁣ (due 20/09/2020)
@Knotemma 11 wks⁣
(due 21-09-2020)
@LilMrsS 9+4 wks (due 24 SEP)
@Pugmum19 13wks (due 31/08/2020)
@Rachael321 15 wks (due 20/08/20)
@Bellsx 15 weeks (Due 20.08.2020)

@Knotemma thank you, for some reason I couldn't do it on my phone just like I can't add pictures (so frustrating!) but luckily I'm working from my laptop this morning so did it that way.

Hi ladies, I am tentatively dipping one tiny toe in this thread.

DH and I lost our first born, a DD at 41 weeks last November. She passed away during early labour. This month was the first month we have actively tried again and I got a BFP yesterday and a stronger line today. AF due tomorrow so still very very early and I know nothing is guaranteed.

I recognise @Avocuddles from the TTC threads and although it's still so early and I am trying not think about it, I just wanted to post somewhere where others understand the anxiety and nervousness. We are desperate to bring a baby home but I am terrified of being pregnant again. Wish I could fast forward 9 months and be presented with a baby.

Welcome @shefliesonherownwings I'm so sorry to hear of your loss but also sending you a gentle congratulations on your BFP! You are welcome here. ⁣
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Had my scan today, all looking good, 7+3 with a strong heartbeat. Can't really believe it, was having all kinds of scan nightmares last night and reading into every symptom/absence of symptoms (stupid brain). Might book a private scan for 10 weeks as that was when we lost ours last time (but didn't discover until 12 week scan - don't want to have that again if I can help it).

Hi @Shefliesonherownwings, so good to see you here, I'm so happy that you've got a BFP and although it's early days yet hopefully in 9 months time you might be holding a baby in your arms. We all understand the fear of pregnancy after loss, there are several others here who have experienced the heartbreak of losing a baby at full term, and all of us no matter what our personal experience share your desire to just fast forward through the whole terrifying pregnancy experience....

Are you planning on testing again in a few days or just waiting? The first few weeks are so so slow, hope you can keep yourself busy and that your DH is being as supportive as possible x

@Shefliesonherownwings welcome, congrats on your BFP. Can only empathise with such a devastating loss, but hope you have a healthy nine months and we'll all have bundles before the end of the year.

Thank you both, I'm glad this group is here and I'm amongst others who completely understand how nerverwracking this all is.

I am defo going to keep testing. I bought more FRERs yesterday, and I have three clearblue as well including a digital so I will be using all of them up this week.

DH is very supportive. We're both very nervous but he is also being very practical. We were told to contact my GP as soon as we got a BFP so we can be referred to a consultant asap to get a plan together. I've a tentative GP appointment booked for next friday.

How are you doing @Avocuddles?

@teaandtantrums90 4 weeks (due 7/11/2020)
@DressingGown87 6 weeks (23/10/2020)
@Hagster 6wks (due 19/10/20)⁣
@seaduck 6wks (due 18/10/20)
@tmc14 6wks (due 15/10/2020
@Aria2015 6wks
@Littlegoth 9wks (due 1/10/20)
@TunnocksTcake 9wks (due 01/10/20)
@HighHopes20 9wks (due 3/10/20)⁣
@Treaclepie19 9wks (due 4/10/2020)⁣
@Sunflower1608 9wks with twins⁣ (due 2/10/20)
@SunStruck 9wks (due 29/09/2020)
@avocuddles 10wks (due 28/09/2020)⁣
@Scout20 9wks (due 29/09/2020)
@Hoping2020 11wks (due 18/09/2020)
@SammiLou2312 11wks⁣ (due 20/09/2020)
@Knotemma 11 wks⁣
(due 21-09-2020)
@LilMrsS 9+4 wks (due 24 SEP)
@UrsulaSings 13 wks (due 7/09/20)
@Pugmum19 13wks (due 31/08/2020)
@Rachael321 15 wks (due 20/08/20)
@Bellsx 15 weeks (Due 20.08.2020)

Just added myself to the list as well if that's ok. Had my scan today and got dated as bang on 13 weeks and EDD 7th Sept. So relieved it all went ok!

@Shefliesonherownwings I'm so, so sorry to hear of your story that must have been so incredibly difficult. I hope you get the support you need and welcome to the thread x

I'm ok thanks @Shefliesonherownwings - 10 weeks today which feels like a step in the right direction.... I peed on so many pregnancy tests over the first few weeks, a couple of boxes of FRERs, a couple of boxes of clearblue digitals and also lots of cheapies got me from my BFP at 3 +3 through to 6 weeks at which point I managed to go cold turkey! I was under the fertility clinic but conceived naturally before starting any treatment, they were very good though and scanned me at both 7 and 9 weeks. I'm also under a consultant due to my blood clot history and have some nasty bruises as a result of the daily injections and aspirin regime, but touch wood it seems to be going ok at the moment. Next milestone will be the 12 week scan on March 19th, but for now I'm taking each day as it comes......

It's good that you'll get consultant support from the outset. Having medical support doesn't eliminate the anxiety, but it helps to break up the long long wait.....

And after 3 days of thinking I might be starting to feel better... I'm back to being green. The fact that things are starting to ease is worse in some ways, because I've been told not to take the medication if I don't need it... But I don't know I need it until I'm waking up at 2:30am to throw up. I was so excited that I'd managed to eat a vegetable yesterday. Stupid sickness. Sorry, I needed to rant.

@Knotemma I know the feeling! I was planning on going back to work today. But was up every hour last night and still feel so rough.back to the dr today!
Hope you feel better!