Ooh lovely a berry baby! Thanks jess. I hope you don't mind but I posted this on main berry thread but could really do with your thoughts and any experience you nay, may not have had with this. Have shamelessly cut and pasted it from there:
Arr a berry baby, def pleased about that. Hmm, not sure about gracefully calm feather but thank you for the compliment.
I don't think things are good at all. Felt quite sore this afternoon, bleeding had continued. Ok big fat tmi alert: Took it easier at work, went to the loo and the sanitary towel was pretty much soaked but not leaking, just needed changing and there was a very strange whiteish lump on my sanitary towel, about an inch long, rubbery looking, like a bit of fat on some meat- yuk I know. I don't know what it is but I think it could be our embie or would that be nowhere that size? I just looked at it and thought it's all over, that's our little embie. I have kept the towel just in case nurses needed to see it. I had a little cry in the toilet, had to get it back under control as work with lots of other adults and didn't want to say why I was crying and also when I cry you can really tell! Anyhow said to my TA that I wasn't feeling well and would prob go home early after end of day. She said she too felt ill last week, hmm not like this I thought! Anyway I had some small things to do after work and I actually found it better as my mind was taken off it. I thought if I go home all I will do is sit there and cry for 2 hours til my husband comes home. So I stayed at work. I feel quite ginger if you know what I mean and really bloated.
Anyone got any good luck stories after finding this kind of thing in your pants? What else could it be? Think it's game over, if so ,I really want to know why. I know it sounds stupid to blame the chiropractor and acupuncture... Maybe I can't hold onto babies, maybe it wasn't a healthy one so nature's way and all for a reason. Just feel it's so unfair, we came so close and it was such a long journey and to think we've got to go back and do it all over again. I only really had a day to be excited about this until it all started going tits up.
Can I ask advice, if I have miscarried and I do a pg test on Friday is it going to say pg? Have heard of this happening to people who've had to have erpc's when baby has stopped growing and they've had to have it removed. I will try to put this on the copter thread in case anyone can shed any light.