Right thats it!I cant stand it any more.I cannot go to work.I can not do it.There is too much to do, I am knackered, I cant do it.Im fed fed up with it.And im fed up of coming home to deal with tired and cross kids, cook, clean and everything else.There must be more to life than this endless sodding drudge.
My boss is back from holiday on Monday.I am going to tell her that if she doesnt take some of my work off me and give me a fighting chance of getting it done and getting it done well instead of it being slap dash because Im in a rush all the time then I will have a sodding nervous breakdown.
I was in a review with a customer today and he started to cry (he is going to have to move out because of his challenging behaviour) and I felt nothing but with him because of the time it was taking. at self.Have totally lost sight of why I got into this work in the first place.
When I picked L and M up L said, 'I dont want you, I want Daddy'Usually that doesnt bother me as she says the opposite to DH most of the time.Today I burst into tears and the CM thought I was mental.I have just had enough.
rant over.
TYG-Book is called, imaginatively, Crack House.By Harry Keeble and someone else whose name I cant remember.Centres around Haringey.(not the nice bits)Sorry re lack of response re today but got to work and didnt stop for breath, (see above )Are you about next Fri though as am bringing kids in to go to Halloween party at work, could call to you first if you are around in the afternoon?
With re tomorrow, I dont think I can come.Really sorry and this is laughable and a bit shameful when Jam is heavily preggers and what not, but am just too too tired.And would be no company.And also my stomach is giving me terrible bother still and think I will have to go back to Dr's.Which im dreading as he will make me go for tests involving cameras in unspeakable places.
Im sticking with the OC and my Sky plussed party of 5 PJ..I didnt like NKOTB..But only because I didnt fancy any of them.
Lovely name MKG..
Yes please to shampoo gintonic..my hair is desperate for a cut and looks absurd.I will take anything at this point.No cake making.SIT DOWN!
I didnt know re Depeche Mode, CM..Thanks..might get her some tickets as she is in a tangle at the moment and for various reasons needs some cheering up..
When is wedding?I may get started on the virtual champers early.I could greatly do with getting trollied right about now Not that I would ever be the sort of wedding guest who gets inapropriately smashed and spends most of the night in the toilet/dancing outrageously/flirting inappropriately of course.(although following my cousins wedding she has never spoken to me again for some reason )
DH out tonight watching The Courteeners (again, we saw them in Sheffield about 3 weeks ago)I'll stay at home with the kids thenWhich will be a change wont it, from all the other nights and weekends Im at home on my own with them at the moment.Oh no, thats right, it wont..because thats every night and weekend..
Scoot goes off to take off her angry hat with stressy trim, and try to bury it in the coat cupboard.