hi guys, well i had a lovely sleep last night and didn't get up till 7.30 with Shannon, bliss!
ok will give you the details but its going to need a bit of background....
right the bloke i met on Wed(chris), i had been talking to on facebook, only friendly at first, we where both in kind of the same situation..as in my male friend(Lee) who i met when i was a few months pregnant, i had been seeing him but he always said he didn't want a girlfriend/boyfriend relationship(you know the one who apparaantly got that girl pg on holiday, although he still hasn't heard from her since before christmas) anyway the past few months i have said to him that if we wasn't going to have a proper relationship with me then i was going to try and meet new people, and he said it wasn't very happy about it, but he couldn't give me what i wanted from him and he wanted me to be happy blah blah-so this bloke from facebook had the same thing with a girl that he liked, so we decided to tell them both to sod off and that we would meet, anyway, another bloke i met when i was very early pregnant(Neil), that i have talked to on and off had come to see me on the Sat night, and stayed for the first time, and i really like him but as i had already agred to go on this date, i thought sod it, i'll go and he can get his last train, which was at 9.30 and then i'll let him down gently...the date went ok apart from i was drunk within about half an hour, i rung Neil and told him i was on a date, but only because it had been arranged for ages and i wasn't intending to do anything, and he said that was fine, and he'd come and see me after Chris had got his train. anyway, somehow, he managed to miss his train, and there was no buses so i said he'd have to sleep on my couch, anyway to cut a long story short cos i'm babbling now and possibly confusing you all, he came back to my house and i did end up doing stuff with him and then kicked him out to get a train early in the morning, while feeling like sh*t because i knew that Neil probably wouldn't want to see me again if i told him. anyway, i did tell Neil yesterday, and he wasn't very impressed, but came to see me to talk and was really nice about it and stayed the night.( oh god, 2 men in 2 nights!)
so i really shouldn't have gone on the date when i liked Neil so much and definately shouldn't have got as drunk as i was but its done now, have i confused you all yet???
i'm still friends with Lee and will talk to Chris on facebook but i'm hoping that things go ok with Neil and so don't think i should be doing any more dates for a while!
i think i'm going to my step dads caravan tonight and possinly tommorrow night so wont be online for a couple of days, right i'm off to read the rest of the thread properly!!