Kinki, that is fab news it went so well. What a little star you have there and may I add WHAT CONFIDENCE, he's only 7 isn't he?!!!! Blardy school's are FAAAAAAAAAAR too pc these days, what's wrong with a bit of competition anyway!! Can't wait to see the pics.
Arbensmum, how's it going? Have your parents gone back yet? [sad} I'm SO glad you're getting some sleep now, I bet you feel like a different person.
sophus, it is hard shifting this baby weight isn't it. It definitely seems harder the older you get
I have to say I'm still trying to recover from last weekend and get my head round the fact that there will inevitably be another visit one day. I can't quite believe actually how much it has affected me, I'm feeling a bit low in mood, which is pretty scary because I thought I'd left those days well and truly behind me.
I think I made a right wally of myself on Friday night . I was feeling pretty low and didn't want to go, but my friends insisted that it would do me good to go along to a family bingo evening at the school. I didn't anticipate
a) it going on for so long
b) there being wine there...
so having not had any dinner, the wine went EXTREMELY to my head, I can't even remember walking home . I do remember getting overcome with emotion when I saw a Mum who has sponsored Graeme online and when I was thanking her she was telling me how amazing she thinks Graeme is, that was it, I was in floods,.... then my very good friend started to say that out of all her friends, even ones she's known for 20 yrs she thought that me and another friend were her closest closest friends.... oh my goodness, couldn't stop crying. SO now am v , fortunately the kids didn't notice, so that's good!
I think I'm havign another one of those 'oh my god, this is never going to be fixed' moments again. Basically, we plod along all fine, then something will happen (PIL visit) and everything seems to be highlighted again, ie the unfairness of being left to do everything when DH is unable to help much etc. Therefore, realising again he has got a paralysed arm and it's never going to 'right' again.
Had another bit of a de ja vu moment this morning when the traffic report mentioned an accident on teh M40 where DH drives, hate it hate it, I phoned DH and he's fine. I spoke to some friends about it this morning, the very friends who helped find out where DH was the afternoon of the accident (they're police officers), I asked them when I would stop panicking every time I'd heard an accident on the radio, they told me it would get easier in time. I guess, relatively it is still early days, it's only been just over a yr.
Sorry for the me me post, jsut need to chat I guess.
ANYWAY, how's everyone doing? I made a big batch of cottage pie yesterday and Niamh LOVED it! It took a fair bit of blending to get rid of the meat texture, but I was pleased with the result.
Going to focus on my day ahead...
Ironing
folding
polishing granite (finally got some stuff dal!)
Making a billion phonecalls
applying for passports
finding receipt for babycook thingy, because it leaks everywhere now... and the list goes on!