June '07- So DH, what have you done all day today? I have been busy raising your children...

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Ria's suggestion!!

Strangely tho it is physically tiring having a panic attack - even more so when you've got others to think about / look after....be kind to yourself....DS will be fine

ooooh dg, can i come live with you? that sounds fab. I could really do with a rural retreat at the moment.

Bumper, No ideas why it happened, but things have been a bit iffy for me for ages and have had to work myself up into actually leaving the house most days. I get in a right state before I have to go anywhere these days and have been finding more and more stupid excuses to not do anything/go anywhere.

I don't know if it's anything to do with the ADs I'm on? or the depression as a whole.

Am taking DCs to Sainsburys for some shopping in a bit.

DG, are you American too or is it just your DH?

Sounds cool DG - and sounds like you've put alot of thought into your project. What do you mean about your dh's "stock?"
I used to love that programme with Ben Fogle - not shipwrecked oh i cant think - where you have to make do and live off the land - i used to think i would love to do that .

Daisy - i feel for you - dont beat yourself up, just rest - your going to have to take little baby steps ..and speak to your GP again.

i've forgotten I've got some rescue remedy....I suppose this will test to see if it really works!

Faylisa.....did you see you got a name check in the MN talk roundup this week?....for your post on the "What Not To Do..." thread

Now i feel reaallly thick - IPO? Ceo?

Bugger - just got home to note from new next-door neighbours warning that they are having a 'gathering of people' tonight. Bang goes my plan of snuggly evening with DD on sofa followed by early night. They didn't even invite me - b***ds.

so jbm....is L in a lovely fluffy little lamb then?

Pants to your neighbours tallulah....give it till midnight then call the council's noise abatement people.

ds1 had a better day thanks.DH went to see the teacher (who fortunately didn'y knowe about the two incidents yesterday). we are going to see him a week on monday after the residential trip. it might turn out ok. hopefully he is having thurs & fri off next week so we can do some fun but educational stuff with him. i was thinking of beamish but found out how much it cost so we'll probably just go to Elvington air museum.

go to scarborough for an ice cream daisy - pacittios are the best. i can't believe two of you mentioned filey - that's near where i live!

your plan sounds good dg. DH would like a restaurant with a market garden to grow his own produce. it will never happen though...but we can dream.

did you have panic attacks before the ads daisy? i did but found they were made worse by citalopram and valium. i get mine for getting out of bed in a morning. hope you feel ok now though, i know how draining it can be. your dh is being a star again - tell him off, we are supposed to be twunt bashing

have a nice holiday charlie!

oh gawd, have you seen the news about the abandoned baby. thank god he's ok. I HATE the news.

aibu to seriously consider stuffing the tv remote up dhs arse?

and why would that be ria?

yanbu - EVER

Why?

just put dd in her little lambs - ahhhh!
so how do i know when to change it? a case of opening the wrap and "feeling" the outside of the nappy methinks?

have a good hol charlie btw

jbm....rule of thumd is every two or three hours. They need changing a bit more frequently than disposables.

ok ta daisy - think i'll stick to disp for nightime tho - for time being.

mind you, shes cried an awful lot since havin this nappy on - ?!!

how r u feeling now?

How are you doing daisy? hope dh is being sympathetic.

I feel reallty wierd and spaced out actually and have had a wicked headache all afternoon. I've got both DCs in bed and having something to eat.

DH not home yet....but is bringing wine!

I had a look at the packet for my ADs and it does say that they can cause anxiety (for a pill designed to stop anxiety????). I don't know if I'm maybe just not on the right dose as I'm on the lowest dose possible. Am back at the clinic on Wednesday so I shall ask.

I bloody hate this though as I just don't feel like myself anymore. I've had DH here all week and have been OK, then he leaves me for a day and I go to pieces.

I think I will have a quick glass of vino collapso and then collapso in bed.

How are the boobs? Is it any easier?

wtf just happened on eastenders?

off to catch up...