Evening ladeez.
laughed out loud at KZ's description of Chilton's enormous dump in the courtyard (starting potty training on Monday - gulp - am armed with choccie raisins, 30 pairs of pants, and lots of "activities" as we are staying in till it's done) and at 1st@40's description of having to mug her rellies to get Emma back off them. Tee hee hee.
Toby weighted for first time in 4 weeks on Wednesday and is 15 pounds 5.5 ounces at 8 weeks. He certainly is a solid little chap, and doing so well i am so proud! Sleeping 7 till 2am, then till 6ish. Going to sleep on his own in his own room - bit whingy in the afternoons if I miss the window to put him down upstairs for a proper nap, but nothing too bad. Only gets really stressful if he is screaming when I HAVE to do something with DS1 such as.........
......this morning when i was trying to get out of the house and Toby was screaming and DS1 WOULD NOT pick up the mountain of books he had just deposited on the landing floor, despite me asking 25 times, and I REALLY SHOUTED! Had to go into another room and take deep breaths and count to 10. Have never, EVER, los tmy temper so quickly and so hard. I really scared myself. I sat down on the floor and apologised to DS1 for shouting and we had a cuddle. I know I would/could never lay a finger on one of my children, but I really did shout and I now know the origin of the phrase "seeing red". Seems so silly now in hindsight losing it over something so trivial but at the time........
Spent the day today with a girlfriend whith kids the same age as mine who is out on one of her frequent nights out with some friends tonight. Must say I was a bit I cannot imagine DH having both boys on his own. I am shopping with my sister tomorrow avo, but having to take Toby when I'd really like DH to have them both to give me some time off. And a night out would be wonderful, but there is just no way Dh will feel ok about having the two of them. i think we might have to work up to it slowly like an hour at a time maybe, when I have finished breastfeeding al together (although he could quite easily give Toby a bottle now if I was to go out) One to work on, I think he is just scared, the first time would be the hardest, then he would be fine I think.
Right, off to eat choc.
Night night
Bloss
xxxxxxx
PS Whitestar, sounds awful, big hugs. xx