hello.
happy belated birthday jnice massage sounds wonderful.
glad you are enjoying work pene
cheshire i dont think my boobs have changed that much tbh, but they were never neat/pert/perky anyway!
ive been a bit off the last 2 weeks- hence the lack of posts. i was getting myself stressed out and was very down. i dont know why. it came to a bit of a head when i saw dd1's face when i was or so i thought just getting wound up. i realised i was screaming and crying at the same time whilst waving a knife about. (i was in the middle of chopping tomatoes) she looked scared and shocked.

ive spent a lot of time screaming or crying a lot in the last 2 weeks. it seems to have gone as quickly as it came. 
anyway, everything is going well with eva. she is mostly sleeping through still, but we have had the occasion 4am or 6am wake ups. she was sick in her cot the other night. it was from her waist to her head and i had fed her strawberries and bananas, so it was a lovely shade of pink. her face was grey though. it looked like how i would think a dead person would look. frightened me a lot. i kicked dp out of bed and she slept with me- didnt sleep well though, as you can imagine. no side effects, she ate fine the next day. i fed it to the twins as well and they were fine- so not sure what caused it.
eva cant crawl yet but she does do a very good commando impression. she can reach out and drag herself across the carpet! with that, and rolling front to back and back to front and turning 360 degrees, she can more or less get anywhere! gulp- its going too fast.........