Glad you're out soon and it's nothing serious kk.
tsc I really hope F is better soon. Poor little guy, and poor you.
mlic That's really shit about E scared of being alone now. I suppose they all go through a phase like that. Has he got a cuddly toy that he likes? Maybe you could tell him that teddy is keeping him company, so he's not alone. I know you don't want them sharing, but it might be worth another thunk. I still can't leave M alone in one room, she screams when left, unless I tell her to look after F (while he is somewhere safe where she can't reach). She's OK then, cos she's not alone and is responsible for him. Just my two pennies...
Hi emsie Sounds like a brilliant weekend. I know what you mean about housework though. Whenever I get some time on my own, instead of lazing around or doing something exciting, I tidy or clean the flat and really enjoy it
viks Here's some answers to your questions:
F cries quite a lot but mostly after feeding. He's also sick immediately after I feed him and then again an hour after that, once it's more digested (TMI, sorry). He is also much more sick when drinking from the right breast. He hates that one and really struggles. I'm half tempted to give up on that side but don't want to run around like a loopsided weirdo. We've been giving him the equivalent of infacol and it worked for a while but it stopped working so I don't give it to him anymore. Other than that we hold him upright for ages after every feed. M is still very, very good with him. She really likes him and mothers him and tries to involve him in her games. It's so sweet to watch. Of course, I have to keep a very close eye on her in case she overdoes it and hurts him. She accidentally hurt his nose the other day and she was almost more upset than him.
When he first came home her sleeping was quite bad and she chatted and cried a lot. It's improved maffisely apart from last night 
We still have the nanny and she likes her most of the time It really helps though.
FWIW, I sense from your posts that you always feel guilty about having another child and that D might resent him or you. I know where you're coming from, but please don't. Remember you are giving him a brother, a playmate and friend for life. He is not suffering! Stop feeling guilty.
cake Very jealous of your night out in the city. Not of the hangover though. Dunno how I'd cope with that. Haven't had one cos I've been pregnant or breast feeding for 1 million years.
woodlands How was yours and J's trip to the dentist the other day?
Cold but bright here so might go for a walk once they're up. Have a good day all.