Hello everyone!
Thank you blue for updating and for everyone for their prayers. They've been very much needed this week.
As blue said I threatened prem-labour again last Wednesday/Thursday. Wednesday night (14th) I was uncomfortable all night with period pains and just generally not feeling right, by dinner time Thursday, I was still in lots of pains and having lots of tightening so we went up the hospital to be told it looked like prem-labour again.
As you can imagine in the lead up to the point where Belle died this was the last thing we needed, especially as this was exactly the pattern 10 days before Belle died and I all but stopped coping throughout last weekend. Friday/Saturday I was especially beside myself because that was the exact day Belle died. I've started to calm down again since Tuesday.
I was admitted and given drugs to try and stop or slow things down while they could get steroids into me to help Xander's lungs. Over the weekend things were very on and off and nothing settled down properly until Sunday night/Monday morning. I didn't feel safe to be discharged, terrified that history was going to repeat itself so they agreed to keep my in until I felt ready to go.
Yesterday we agreed I would go home Saturday morning, but this morning I jsut felt ready to go. Felt claustrophobic last night and just had to get out and breathe. So I've come home a day early today, albeit still feeling very scared and anxious of history repeating itself.
I will now be having daily visits to the hospital for proper monitoring until he is here. Being induced at 36 weeks now on the 11th October. 2 weeks and 4 days to go. Please keep praying for a safe outcome this time and that our baby boy comes home.
I don't understand the testing at the moment, but trying (and probably failing!!) to hold onto Phillipians 4:13. I visited hospital chapel while I was in to turn the bible to that verse on the stand.