Hello all!
To tell you the truth menageriekeeper, I haven?t got a clue how I?ve managed to keep it all a secret. It?s really easy to get out of school for a while, sick notes can be forged, friends cover for me in lessons - my best friend can do a brilliant imitation of my voice, so even if the teachers do a register, they still think I?m there. We all move seats each lesson anyway, so they don?t really notice any empty chairs and we have loads and loads of supply teachers - atm, we have 5 lessons covered by student teachers who don?t even know our names! I keep a low profile nowadays and don?t talk in lessons and sit at the very back so they hardly notice me. Because I?m one of the top in my class and keep on top of the work, teachers tend not to notice that I?m not there. At home, it was easy because if I go out, my parents assume I?m going to my friends house since I?m always there. I look a lot older than 15, more like 17 because I?m so tall, so if I walk through town, no-one really gives me a second glance because they think I?m older if I change out of uniform. I let people assume what they want.
Triplets - I am so sorry about your friend, sends virtual cuddle. I can?t imagine what you must be going through, and your friend?s daughter and husband . To answer your questions, yes I am having scans and being seen by a doctor and I am most certainly not feeling brave atm, in fact, I?m petrified! No, I didn?t report the rape, . I didn?t want to. Thanks for your concern, I don?t mind questions!
Mommalove - that?s so exciting! I wonder who will give birth first, you or me? Have you got any names yet? I haven?t. You?ve probably already answered that question somewhere on this forum, but I can?t be bothered reading it all! (Looks around sheepishly) It?s so long!
Talkin? to my parents went better than expected - although, that in itself isn?t hard, I was half expecting to get lynched for not telling them earlier!
Well, in a FOUR hour talk, I managed to tell them everything, and now, my mum?s really excited about being a grandmother to twins! She?s taking me to London on Friday so we can buy some stuff for them, any advice on things we should get? I showed them some of the ultrasound pics I?ve got, and she?s so happy, I think she?s already choosing their rooms. My dad?s a bit more reserved, I think he?s plotting to kill the man that dared touch me, and doesn?t really want me to have kids so young - I suppose I can?t blame him for that - I don?t think he likes the idea of me having that monster?s kids either. I was wondering actually, is it possible for him to one day randomly turn up, and demand the kids? Would he get custody? Hope you?re all okay. Thanks Elsa xx