Emmsys angels xxx support for mummies of lost angels part 2 xxxxx

[barbie1]

Hello to everyone coming over from the previous thread and for all the new girls who will sadly be joining us...
You will not find a better bunch of girls to help you through such a hard time, we will get through this with the help of each other xxxx

barbie age 28 newcastle no children
vm age 25 oxford one ds
mm age 36 glasgow one dd
curlywurlee age 35 london no children
molliemooma age 36 no children
jonesy 40, Reading, one ds
mermaidspurse 40, Cornwall, 1 ds.
sabs 27 London No children
circularrainbow - age 40, hants, 2 dc
lilac - 31, Devon, 1 dd
4ever age 33, london, no children - lovely DH!
Vjay 31 near Inverness, one ds
sausage -
bluesatinsash - age 37, Falkirk, 1 DS
scamperT - age 31, Deptford, no kids yet
aspi -
lionstar - 36, Hants, 1 DD
jools -
daisysmummy -
sussex -
heebeejeebee - 36, Surrey, no children
Pecanpie - 28, London, 1dd

Hi pecan I've added you onto the list.
Well I'm feeling loads better now af has started. I don't want to have to wait another cycle before trying again, but that is what me and dh agreed, how did you do it vm?

barbie age 28 newcastle no children
vm age 25 oxford one ds
mm age 36 glasgow one dd
curlywurlee age 35 london no children
molliemooma age 36 no children
jonesy 40, Reading, one ds
mermaidspurse 40, Cornwall, 1 ds.
sabs 27 London No children
circularrainbow - age 40, hants, 2 dc
lilac - 31, Devon, 1 dd
4ever age 33, london, no children - lovely DH!
Vjay 31 near Inverness, one ds
sausage -
bluesatinsash - age 37, Falkirk, 1 DS
scamperT - age 31, Deptford, no kids yet
aspi -
lionstar - 36, Hants, 1 DD
jools - 39, Herts, no children
daisysmummy -
sussex -
heebeejeebee - 36, Surrey, no children
Pecanpie - 28, London, 1dd

I am sooooo GRUMPY this afternoon ! Fell asleep on the sofa and managed to poke myself in the eye - now I can hardly see out of it DP on his way home with fish and chips though

Diet starts tomorrow - gym class at 8.45 - eeek

Vjay - it must be the only time we are ever glad to see AF Glad you are feeling better.

I think that as long as I don't keep talking about TTC, DP is going to just go with the flow. I know he is worried about seeing me in this state again, so I have to keep quoting stats about the (un)likelihood of multiple mc's.

I don't want to wait for AF. Wish this bloomin mc spotting would stop though

Hiya...im so tired today, really thought i would get af as i have had niggling pains, but then its about the 15th time i have said this since mc and still nothing. Its been 68 days now! I really wanted to be back to normal if there is such a thing before dh gets home....

mm i have been thinking about you lots today, i hope you remembered your angels in a special way and that there wasnt too many tears, big hugs to you hun x

jools good luck at the gym tomorrow, i have been up walking the dog at 6.30am everymorning! no gym this evening because of the tiredness....

Hello everyone, what are you all doing this weekend? im working until 7pm tomorrow and then i will watch x factor as soon as i get home, might treat myself to some choccies too! sunday will be the usual of dog walking, gym, decorating, cleaning, shopping and everything else you are meant to do during the week for which i havent had the time for xxx

barbie - have you mentioned to the GP that AF is AWOL ?? I was told to expect to wait up to 7 weeks but, if it took longer than that, to go back and they'd maybe put me on pills to kick the cycle back into action - might be worth a try if you haven't already ?

I was supposed to be going to a big cat show in Birmingham tomorrow and meet up with loads of friends, but I just can't face the journey, or all the sympathetic noises from people who are well meaning but don't know what to say.

Instead, I'm going back to my pre-pg routine - Legs Bums Tums followed by dance aerobics on Sat and Body Pump followed by Body Combat on Sunday morning. Having my hair cut on Sat afternoon and, apart from that, will probably be crashed on the sofa groaning and wondering what has happened to my fitness levels ! I have to tell some gym instructors I'm not PG - hopefully by Monday evening, everyone will know. I had to tell my physiotherapist this afternoon and she was lovely

jools i have been to the doctors 3 times, most of the time they havent been very helpful, as you might of seen if you have read whole thread....i have an hospital appoint next thursday to have a scan which will hopefully see what the heck is wrong with me my belly feels full all the time, much like a period swelling! you will be fine at the gym, i was the same...went everyday for months and then nothing for 3 months, but back to full fitness now.. (it wasnt hard, it was never that got in the first place! ) Enjoy the hairdressers, i really wish i had the time to go...barbie make a mental note of booking an appointment before dh comes home

I hope that post didnt seem rude re reading the whole post what it was mean to say was i have posted a rather horrid experience earlier in the post which you might of come across?

Hi barbie I'm here and I'm doin ok. Been a strange day today, just kind of spent it with my own thoughts, dh knows what today means but I think to him it's in the past now. I hope I don't make it sound as if he isn't bothered, I know he does but I just think he doesn' want to let himself go there again. I think we both deal with it in our own ways. I haven't posted today as for the first time I really didn't know what to write, I guess sometimes words just seem inadequate.
I am watching what I am writing just now as I am work and don't want to end up in tears........brave face we all know how that works.
Thanks for asking about me hun, your words mean so much. xxx

i know your husband is thinking about it in his own way, like we talked about men see things differently, doesnt mean he feels the sadness any less...Im glad you got through today, shame you have to work this evening. I wont say too much more for fear of starting your tears! Im here though......

I know you are hun, thanks........how is the tattoo settling down? After today I am thinking more and more about getting one, still need to decide what though.

its fine, a little itchy earlier...im starting to think i should of got it a little smaller but i love it....im going to look for some ideas for you ill be back

The size is just perfect, don't let yourself think otherwise.

mm try this site, they have hundreds of pictures, you can even search celebs to see what they have ...[[http://www.vanishingtattoo.com/tattoos_designs_symbols_stars.htm ideas here]

whoops try here

Really sorry if I said the wrong thing Barbie

I DID try to read through the other thread in an effort to get to know you all and feel more part of the thread, but my head was still all over the place and I can't remember details - just an overall impression of how very close-knit and supportive you all are

I've had ten days of sitting on my backside and haunting MN, looking for people to talk to or at, including lurking on AN threads which is not healthy, but real life starts back tomorrow, so I'll try to give the computer a rest for a while and leave you all in peace

3 small stars like vb? like this

NO NO NO jools you didnt say the wrong thing! i just didnt want to bore you with all the details in case you had already read my other boring post! i didnt know about the tablets, can you tell me any more about them?

jools good luck with rl, but believe me you will be back here as soon as you get home just like i do its addictive! im always here if you need to talk, ill even cat you my mobile number if you are lonely through the day or need an instant message of support, let me know if i can do anything for you hun....
While you are here you can help me find mm a tattoo

barbie I will have a look thru them and see what ideas I get.

jools and barbie the only downside to MN is that when you are just typing it is so easy to misinterperate (spelling) conversations, it is much easier face to face. In my honest opinion all of us on this thread are looking out for each other and trying to help.

jools do not leave that computer.....and that's an order.

Be back in 10 mins

mm what about the new craze for white tattoos? not so intrusive? look!

I'm back, officially on my teabreak now. Hadn't seen these before might be an idea, then again my skin is so white you might not see it.

jools hope you are still there.

oh dear i seem to have killed the thread

No you haven't and fingers crossed jools will be back with us tomorrow or sooner...........sending sos out to jools.

I need to have a good look thru the first website you linked, I am thinking I might get one tattoo with 3 small kisses underneath or something along those lines.

Hello ladies, hows it going? Its a bit quiet in here...apart from mm and barbie jools good luck for heading back to reality