Hand holding please

[wifey6]

Got back from our scan- should be 12+2 only to be told our baby had stop growing at 7 weeks. I had had browny/red bleeding the previous day & since this afternoon its got more frequent, clots, pains in legs & back. Sorry TMI- but I felt pressure & when I wiped there was what looked like a browny sac. Could that be the sac my baby was in? I'm still finding this so surreal & it's such a painful process.

Sorry to hear that longlashes...& thank you for your post. Today has been easier as I have been able to talk to my DH...he sort of 'picks & chooses' when he talks about it...but I understand as times must be harder for him than others- jut like me. I have found comfort in my spiritual beliefs- which have been highlighted more since this happened. MN & the kindness I have recieved...mean everything to me.

Thinking of you wifey. Take each day at a time and don't be too hard on yourself. I hope you feel a little better tomorrow. xx

Thank you all again for the much needed support the last 4+ weeks.
You have all offered so much..despite most of you (if not all) having gone through so much yourselves. It's given me strength & courage to keep going & also a safe haven to keep coming back to.
My beliefs have been of great comfort & I call upon them daily...I'm finding keeping that close to me..helps each day pass a bit easier. I keep remembering which week I would be in now if pregnant..what I should be experiencing...but I realise how nothing I say or do will change the outcome...this is a feeling I will have to learn to live with & take through life.
My baby was sent to me for a reason....however hurt & heartbroken I am...I got to carry my baby for a brief time, to love & care for it. There is never a good enough reason why babies are taken..but to that I will never have an answer & if I did..i wouldn't be satisfied.
You have all been amazingly supportive, sorry for the long post!