Not good here, made the mistake of weighing myself today to see how things were going (or not, as it turns out) and I don’t think that pound I thought I’d lost has stayed off.
I’ve been thinking hard about possible causes - I sometimes don’t have enough water through the day but this is rare. My portion sizes are fine I’d say, I’m rarely hungry and generally I don’t have 3 meals a day as I’m rarely hungry first thing. Some days I don’t eat much at all as I don’t have an appetite, dh wonders if I’m eating enough. I walk miles each day, at least 3-5 and that’s incorporating hills whichever way I go.
Some of you may remember things going to shit for me when my dh was diagnosed with cancer, that’s almost 3 years ago now and my weight has been a struggle since. I went to the drs today, I’ve been prescribed sertraline (have been on others before so not exactly new to me however I am worried about any possible weight gain) but overall I’m hoping that once my moods lift I’ll be as active as I was before. I’m tired a lot at the moment (had low iron levels a couple of months ago, am having bloods taken soon to check again and check thyroid). Dr also said if it could be the stress of dh being ill and up to now that is stopping me lose it. I try to relax and make time for myself, I’ve also had some counselling to help with the worrying thoughts. I feel like people are going to think ‘oh well she must be eating loads or she’d lose it’ but I’m really not cheating. I’d usually not eat potato/pasta/bread anyway cos it bloats me, Ive never eaten much fruit and I don’t go for desserts etc. So really low carbing is just how I’ve eaten for years anyway, I just don’t seem to be getting the results. I could understand it might be the stress but I don’t see how I can ‘let go’ of it.
I do have milk in my coffee, I should prob cut this out but it’s a bit difficult for me in this cold weather! I can’t do black/with cream or black/green/fruit tea. I think when the weathers warmer I’ll just drop these completely, plus I’m usually happier in the sunshine.
Dh and I get a rare night in a hotel this sat so I will be having some alcohol, but I’ll still eat properly and I want to start the meds on Monday so no alcohol from then onwards anyway.
Sorry for the huge rant, I’m feeling a bit in a muddle tbh.
B- coffee with milk, water
L- protein roll with butter and cheese (I don’t eat many of these, just fancied one) water
D - saag paneer (had a crack at making it myself! Enjoyed it) cauliflower rice, water
I won’t eat anything else now, no more milk in drinks - just water until bed. Have some time to myself tomorrow so I’ll get yet more walking in.