Hi everyone, I didn't sleep well but feeling a bit better physically today. Had a massive row with DH last night and the biggest meltdown I've had for years. I feel weepy and sad. The only thing that we ever fight about are my step kids. One was here when I became very ill on Monday and heard the 999 call being made by my PA, we were all in the kitchen, skid calmly carried on making lunch and didn't utter a word, plonked down in front of tv as if nothing or nobody was there, that hurt me deeply. When DH brought me home again completely ignored and hadn't uttered a word to me. I didn't want to go downstairs and eat with skid and DH, DH threw a strop and said I'll speak to skid, he didn't and I was upset.
Long back story but basically when I became disabled skids told DH to divorce me, he didn't so they waged war on me for several years by ignoring, not speaking, putting things out of my reach etc etc. All culminated two years ago with me attempting suicide and leaving DH.
I was begged to return and some skids left, some stayed and will speak (just) when DH is here.
I brought them up from toddlers, their BM left 2 yrs before I met DH but he has spoilt them, never disciplined them and the only time he didn't do what they wanted was when they wanted DH to divorce me.
Definitely wasn't going to open up about this on here.