Right BIWI get your big stick out, i need a whack. I just ate FECKING CAKE, with butter icing. I did really well and swerved the cake yesterday and it was very difficult day for me (family relationship issues) but slapped on big fucking smiley face. Today it called me all day and i resisted until just now.
I do know what has caused it, our dream house is on the market, i want it and can afford it but need to get this house sorted - couple of full days max. Family who could easily help wont ( would if it was my brother!) and hubby about to be away and foreign students arrival imment.
So real danger of losing dream house due to a few bits of decorating, i am already running in empty trying to keep things together.
My GM attitude is i should just work harder, give up my limited amount of gym time (which i was planning to) and whatever i must not BURDEN my husband.
How i am supposed to look after 2 under 3, feed,shop, wash, tidy for 7 people and paint god only knows. Cant find a decorater who can fit us in this side of april, so i did the thing that got me fat and turned to food - aarrggh.
Hubby wants to take me away for my birthday and i want to stay and paint as we will have 20hrs child free. We will be charged whatever so now have to go.
So long shot a lesson learnt! Bin the bloody cake as i cant be trusted.
However Sass i will join you in your challenge as i would love to be 12 something by the end of BC but with today and birthday might have to aim for nearly 12st something.
Sorry moan over.