god I was gutted, I really couldn't believe that he could be so uninterested!!!!
on the way to locking up the bike I meet my neighbour and confident, we chat and have a hug and then I head back home, determined that I shall be single for the foreseable future
I get back to the flat and pick up my mobile, there is a message from him saying that he didn't get it, he thought we would be able to talk afters the dcs had gone to bed instead I had escorted him to the van and sent him on his way
It would seem that we both had misunderstood each other and each of us had assumed that they other didn't want to talk!
He was already half way home but I thought I would try it anyway, I suggested that he come back to that we could have the discussion!
There was no hesitation he turned around and came straight back phew what a relief!
We spent the rest of the evening talking, I explained my position and feelings he did the same.
I think we have resolved the outstanding issues between us, he is an old dog and difficult to teach new tricks but we are very very compatible on many levels.
We spent most of the day together as he starts at 6 this evening.
so its official we are back together after a break of one week, we have been seeing each other for 14 months now, so we haven't done to badly to get this far without a major fallout.
now if that was the only problem in my life I would be a very happy girl, but its not, I have to start looking for a new job as my boss is pissing me right off, but thats another story.................