Where have all the fit and interesting men gone part 12a

[lou33]

seeing as there has been discussion about using 13

(not that it bothers me)

i feel sorry for myself my back is still playing up, and i just tripped and made it hurt in the usual lower back place

not that my fried eggs would knock anyone out, but i felt a bit vulnerable

ok panicing now!!

he's text 3 times today - 1st was ok, said am I ok how was last night etc.
2nd said do u still wanna meet tonight.
3rd said are u ok - (no kiss or anything)

really bolloxed now - bit too much space eh?

Are you ignoring all these texts? Just reply later to say sorry I've been busy etc.

just sent one back saying yeah am fine, still want to meet if u do, was in a rush this am left phone at home.

he says. 'yes, sure, ok. i'll ring when i'm finished in here. the flapping is starting again already.' Do I assume he's coming under protest?

i am a bit confused as to why you are flapping?

if you want time out from him just tell him, if you want to see him then see him

just do what you want

he says he is coming, he must want to, if he didnt you wouldnt be able to make him

dont worry about anything else

spoke to lb a little while ago

he has a sinus infection and an abscess on his tooth so feels crap, but still meeting tomorrow

what a pair we are going to be lol

i cant see us going out somehow can you?

lou - at image of lou hobbling along and lb with swollen mouth... def dont think you will be going out. lol.

belle - i'm confused.. do you want to see him or not.. its simple.. if you do then stop ignoring. if you dont then finish. come on women... pull your flapping self together.

she is confusing me too!

i am glad it isnt just me i thought it might be my meds

actually im feeling pretty much back to normal now, he said his doc reckons his face is slightly swollen but he doesnt think so, but he wants me to check tomorrow

i reckon hes just looking for an excuse not to cook and have me fuss over him lol

actually thats a bit unfair because he is not a complainer and works all the hours even if he isnt up to par, but he probably does want a fuss made doesnt he?

i wont be too bothered about going out or not for some reason...

maybe i should take ds2's wheelchair with me just in case we go fro a stroll along the sea front, he can push me whilst i cover myself in a tartan blanket

rofl lou - you just want a blanket so you can hide on a bench nder it with him and have a fly grope

Yes i do want to see him. Have just been tryin to back away to protect myself from being hurt. Lou- just don't forget the bra lol!

haha yes there is that too, fortunately he lives right on the sea front tho so it wouldnt take long to get back to his if we wanted to do that

wearing no bra being pushed along in a wheelchair covered by a tartan blanket seems apt somehow

i could finish the look with a chiffon scarf covering my hair and tied under my chin

if you think he is going to hurt you why would you see him though?

i'm not having ago i am just trying to understand, btw

LMAO! oh yes i'm seeing it now with a blue wrince as well!

tbh the hurt etc is all about me going on the defensive nothing more.

roll on 7pm when DS is in bed thou!

he cant hurt you unless you allow him to

have a good time anyway

you to with LB, he's just rung is coming over at 9 - I said ok see ya at 10 then he said ya i'll ring u in a bit. lol.

should i wear support stocking that are slightly drooping down my leg as well, do you think?

i'm thinking it might be a nice surprise for him

thanks

i bet i get stuck in friday afternoon motorway traffic though and turn up with the arse, lol

you have made me chuckle lou, I think the support stockings idea is fab

ooh yes- or some nice brown tights which are gathering around the ankle!

and sturdy shoes to accommodate bunions

lol. hair net would finish the look off.

i was actually planning on wearing brown tights tomorrow haha

seriously

im gonna take my tartan brushed cotton jamas now and my fluffy white boot slippers