My son may be dying

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Just that.

He has cancer, they have not been able to control it.

They have given him one last chemotherapy to see if it can turn a corner but his body may not be able to tolerate it and it may not work.

We have been told to prepare ourselves for him to deteriorate suddenly.

My husband can't be with us because my son also has Coronavirus so we are in isolation and he is with our other son.

This is heartbreaking, I'm so sorry. I hope he turns a corner ❤️

I'm so sorry, I can't imagine how awful this must be for you, your son and your family.

Love and strength to you.

I'm so sorry that you and your lovely boy and family are having to go through this

Oh god. I have just come across this thread. What a terribly heartbreaking situation. I am so sorry you are all going through this.
I pray with all my heart that your boy can improve. I pray with everything I've got that you have the strength to get through all this.
I dont have any other words but collectively we are all keeping everything crossed and praying for your beloved boy 🙏 💙💜💛

Oh sweetheart what a sad time for you all...sending hugs and prayers that he gets better x

Oh what a horrid horrid thing to have to go though. I’m so sorry your gorgeous DS is in pain and I’m sorry that you have this stress.

You sound so thoughtful and such a wonderful mother, and what an amazing boy he clearly is.
I am praying for you all tonight.XXX

Hugs xxx

Just sending you love and strength x

Alone, your pain is tangible & it's heartbreaking. I know there are many mums like me who are reaching virtual arms out to you x

Keeping you in my thoughts OP

[Flowers] Thinking of you both. Sorry to hear the update. i hope he is kept comfortable and isn't in too much pain.

I didn’t want to read and run op. Lots of love to you, your son and your family. Xx

Thinking of you all, and sending lots of love to your brave son

I'm so sorry OP, what an awful situation. I have everything crossed for your DS xxx

You sound like exactly what your DS needs right now loving and strong and real. I can’t imagine to understand what you’re going through but I have a DS if a similar age and I am thinking of you all

Thinking of you and your lovely boy xx

You said early on this thread that your DS was the best of you and remember you are enough.
There are no words I can say to ease your pain but, whatever may come, know that he knows you will be there, loving him fiercely. That is all you can do, and you will cope, and this will hurt, and it will never be ok to see your boy suffer like this but you will endure this time.
I fervently wish your DS well.

Sending you love and strength

I'm so sorry alone it must be agonising. Awful no matter what, and now even worse due to Covid restrictions when you are far away from DH and your other DS.

I've no words that help except know, that like many others here, I've been thinking of you and continuing to check your thread.

All you and DS can to is take it one tiny step at a time. I'm so sorry for what you are all going through. Saying a prayer 🌻🌻🌻

Oh, OP.
My heart broke a million times over just reading this thread. I am so, so sorry for everything that your son, your family and you are going through.
I'm sending love, prayers and positive thoughts your way, sending nothing but love and strength to your beautiful son. Xx

I’m so sorry OP❤️

I am so so sorry to hear that OP.Sending you lots of love.x

Thinking of you and your family. This is heartbreaking. Hugs

I’ve just read this whole thread and am desperately hoping for a miracle for your amazing boy.

What a truly horrendous situation and I’m truly sorry he’s so sick. It’s not fair