Hi guys,
I’m new to this forum (first one I’ve ever joined) so forgive me if I’m doing it wrong.
I’m currently on my second round of IVF with ICSI.
First time round we managed 10 eggs 4 mature 2 fertilised and one 5day blastocyst and sadly we found out on Mother’s Day and the day before lockdown that we weren’t pregnant. The stress of work was ridiculous as I’d taken on a new role and managing a team of nurses and getting the practice ready for covid didn’t help my stress levels at all.
After a few months of getting our heads round it we were optimistic and thinking about how to fund our next round when They start doing treatment again.
Well now we are waiting to find out if our 2nd round has worked! We ended up with 10 eggs again but more matured and fertilised but still only ended up with one embryo which was heart breaking as I feel like it’s put all the pressure on this little embryo to work it’s magic. Plus it’s my partners 40th next week and I’m terrified to tell him if it hasn’t worked. I just can’t bare seeing him heart broken.
I’m just scared for us to be heart broken again. I’m trying not to look at the negatives I’m trying to look at the positives but it’s so bloody hard.
Luckily I got to self isolate from day 9 for 2 weeks and I have next week off to which is also when we find out.
Our test day is Saturday and I’m dying to do a test and I know I shouldn’t but that devil on my shoulder is saying DO IT ahhh I just want to know now! The two week wait is worse that doing the injections...
Sorry I’ve just totally waffled in with my self!
But just reading all your stories and seeing you all sharing experiences has really helped me. Thank you xxx