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Anyone else just starting their journey ?

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TTC73 · 23/05/2018 06:23

DH is going for his sperm sample to be tested today and hes so nervous and the GP wants me to have some blood tests done and swabs at a later date. So nervous of what to expect and terrified of the possibility of IVF I've heard its so painful ?
We've been trying to have a baby for over 3yrs with 2 chemical pregnancies so far Sad

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Mellp · 13/06/2018 12:49

@TTC73 it meant he was on the borderline of 'normal' and 'abnormal'. Sperm count, morphology and motility were on the low side but not amazingly low. On his 2nd SA, his numbers were much better for everything and it was deemed 'normal' and they seemed happy with that.

TTC73 · 13/06/2018 12:55

Phew! So he's probably come back as borderline and they just want to double check in 2 months
Thanks for that Mellp

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Mellp · 13/06/2018 12:58

@TTC73 yeh I shouldn't think it's anything to worry about. I was the same when they said DH needed his repeating, but I asked on here and was told that repetition of SA was fairly common.

TTC73 · 13/06/2018 13:04

Its annoying we have to wait another 2 months on top of the 2 months we've already been waiting though at this rate we won't get any answers or a treatment plan until late September time

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Mrsjones17 · 13/06/2018 18:59

I think they often do two as a meter of course! We had 2 quite close together because first one was boarderline. Had second one and they were some issues and now having third one done next month!!!

TTC73 · 13/06/2018 19:32

I hope he doesn't need a 3rd one !! Why does it all have to be so dragged out Sad
It's bad enough that our GP appointments are only available every 3 weeks for non emergency

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thisisouryrfx18 · 13/06/2018 20:06

@TTC73 try and change surgery if theres any others nearby 3wks is ridiculous i fot i was bad enough waiting a wk for a docs appt

LillyLeaf · 13/06/2018 20:09

Has anyone had their first appointment with NHS fertility clinic yet? I've got mine next Tuesday. I'm trying to think of questions to ask them. I want clear answers to all our results to whether they are good or not. I also want to suggest some sort of progesterone help for my 10/11 luteal phase. I want to know if it's straight to IVF or are there anything else that can help us. In 13 cycles of perfectly timed sex and I know I'm ovulating and not one single bfp, what the hell is wrong.

TTC73 · 13/06/2018 21:01

We've only just switched to this surgery there all in high demand round here so there's no point

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LopeyLopez · 14/06/2018 07:00

@lilyleaf, we've had several appointments at the fertility clinic. We're self funded as we already have one child, but it's the same place: they do private and nhs st the clinic.

I found them to be really quite straightforward. Just ask for your results and they will tell you in simple terms. I actually came out quite shocked from the first app after all our investigations were complete, as it was over in 15 mins and the conclusion, put to us in no uncertain terms, was that our only step forward was Icsi ivf. Not saying they were insensitive but it was all very quick and unexpected - well, in that ours was male factor when I was fully expecting it to be either me or unexplained, and to just be told to keep on trying! There was no messing around. They know what they're doing: after years of experience and thousands of couples, if they think you need ivf then they will refer you.

We had our first app of the actual ivf process on Sunday with a nurse and I found that a really nice atmosphere for asking questions: she was kind and helpful and professional.

Have a list of questions ready written down - that's was I did, as the amount of info you get can be overwhelming and you can forget to ask some things. Mine were all about missing work, which by the way is now totally sorted: they were sympathetic to me needing time off as and when and I am so much less stressed about that part now.

Rubberduckies · 14/06/2018 08:40

Hi can I join? Dh and I are 27 and 26 and have been trying for 14 months. After about 8 mo that we went to Go to start the process of tests etc as Dh was really worried and we knew it would take ages! My tears all seemed fine. His first SA was borderline so he had to do another 3mnths later. That gave him a kick up the arse I think (that and speaking with the lab tech about the results) and he finally swapped to loose boxers and reduced his alcohol. I think having another man telling him it would help worked better than coming from me....motility and count improved but morphology was still 2% and lots of the sperm were clumped together.

Last week we paid for a private assessment as we still hadn't heard anything from nhs and we just wanted to talk to someone who knew what they were talking about! I had a hycosy - can't remember who asked about this? It was fine - took painkillers beforehand and there were only a couple of times when it was painful, like sharp stabby pains but they passed very quickly. Very undignified with my legs in the air and the head torches etc but the staff were lovely! I wore a pad afterwards but had very little bleeding/discharge. It had stopped by the time we got home. I was able to carry on as normal, no lasting pain or anything.

Dh's private SA tested for antisperm antibodies which the nhs don't (as there's no treatment) and they were both 70%. Which apparently is pretty shit. We're likely to need icsi but need to wait another 9 months before we can have nhs treatment, even though we know the cause.

For now, we'll bumble along perhaps trying some alternative therapies and supplements that say they can help with antibodies. Not hopeful but it will at least tide us over until nhs treatment and give us a bit longer to try naturally. Dh is really struggling with being the cause and feeling guilty, so he might not be able to mentally wait that long, in which case we'll go private.

I just bought a couple of books about it all because I like to research and feel in control. One was about male factor called how to make love to a cup. Even if Dh won't read it, it will give me more of an idea of what he's going through and how to help.

I have been honest with friends and family that we're struggling and have mentioned to my boss and a couple of colleagues. I think the more open people are, the better. And at lest people won't say insensitive things accidentally!

That was a bit of an essay, sorry! It's just good to write it all down - helps process it I think!

TTC73 · 14/06/2018 10:48

Is Hycosy just some Dye they inject you with ? Never heard of it before

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thisisouryrfx18 · 14/06/2018 21:02

@Lopey soo glad that everything is sorted at ur work that must feel like a massive weights been lifted

Mrsjones17 · 15/06/2018 06:39

@rubberduckies hi sorry to see you you over here. I have followed your story on the other threads...I was one of the original ‘yam’ thread people when it was a fucked off and want to moan thread.

I’m just waiting for test results to come back from gyneo to finally get a referral to fertility clinic. They are taking ages been over a month now. I rang on Monday and they say notes hadn’t been typed up yet due to staff shortages. Tricky 😬

Grvy246 · 15/06/2018 09:54

Hi, I'm 31 and just starting the journey, been ttc for a year with no luck, thought this month was the lucky month as was 14 days late but AF has just arrived and I'm really upset. Had an appointment Weds with my GP and had blood tests so awaiting the results.

spugymonster · 15/06/2018 10:51

@Grvy246 Thanks

thisisouryrfx18 · 15/06/2018 11:36

@Grvy246 soo sorry to hear ur down af is a fuckin bitch 14 days late is just cruel! at least docs have done bloods quick most wnt even help until 18mnths into ttc

Grvy246 · 15/06/2018 11:42

@thisisouryearfx18 I said to my partner that it's a cruel joke. Yes v lucky as I had been told it's generally 18 months, I was going to query about being referred but she suggested it so at least ball is rolling.

thisisouryrfx18 · 15/06/2018 21:34

@Grvy246 doesnt help that we want it soo bad it prob stresses our bodies out and makes af late, then ppl tell u relax itl happen..yh cause i havent tried that lol

Grvy246 · 15/06/2018 21:37

@thisisouryearfx18 absolutely! And when you have jobs etc which add stress too it's not easy, if we could take 6 months off and sway from all the added stresses it would probably happen instantly!

Rubberduckies · 15/06/2018 23:50

@TTC73 Basically yes! So they object the dye through the tubes while they use the dildo cam (transvaginal ultrasound) no anaesthetic needed and about a 20 min procedure to check tubes and uterus. Less side effects and risks etc too.

LopeyLopez · 16/06/2018 20:42

I start my first ivf injection tonight people. I feel terrible; wish me luck.

Last chances of a miracle natural pregnancy are well and truly crushed... af arrived today one day early so it's Day 1 of my short protocol schedule....

Rubberduckies · 17/06/2018 07:40

Sorry to hear that @LopeyLopez TTC is completely shit but just think about the end goal - natural pregnancy would have been marvellous, but the main thing is getting your baby. Be kind to yourself

Cariad2017 · 17/06/2018 09:09

Sending enormous hugs your way Lopey. Good luck with the Stimming. It must be a relief of sorts to get started (although I’m mindful that the arrival of AF is always horrid when Ttc). I know we’ll be following in your footsteps very very soon.

I really really hope IVF is a success and that you get your sticky BFP this cycle. March babies are the best (not that as one myself, I’m at all biased!)

thisisouryrfx18 · 17/06/2018 10:03

@Grvy246 i know! Lol i cut hrs at work to try n ease sum stress but it still stresses me out @Lopey hope ur doing okay and ivf works it must scarey but also exciting to get it started❤