I keep coming back to it, like a sore tooth that you keep poking.
I thought all along it felt staged, the phone, the lead, the harness, the dog.
if she’s not accidentally in the river, which seems vanishingly unlikely now, then it leaves two options.
she staged it to make it look like she’d drowned, and decided to disappear.
Or
someone else grabbed her and it was just left like that.
I think as much as the first is more likely in terms of planning, dogs behaviour (ie told to stay) etc, I don’t understand how you’d live after, no bank accounts, documentation etc, and it would need to be extreme for you to fake your own death and leave your kids, sibling, parents behind. You’d also need help I think.
which means if it’s the latter, then there is possibly someone out there that the public need to be aware of. And it’s critical this is resolved if this is the case.
right now I can’t see how it’s not one of these two options. If she is alive and out there, I hope she feels able to make a phone call and call off the search. If she sadly isn’t, I really hope they solve it.
but the whole she went in the water seems incredibly unlikely now.