MSbP, Lost Mothers 4

[Bunglie]

I thought it was about time we had a new thread...I felt it might be better to keep the same thread name, but I want to make it clear that it is for ALL mothers who have been seperated or lost children for what ever reason. You do not have to be accused of anything to post here, we would also be grateful if anyone comes across any articles and could just post a link to them here, so we can keep up with the news! I myself seem to miss it all, and if it were not for Mnetters posting links I would still be 'in the dark' about a lot of things. So Thankyou to all of those who have supported us.

I myself feel very privilidged to be part of such a wonderful group of mums, who have shown me nothing but support. It is 10 months ago that I first 'stumbled' across Mnet. I come here when I feel down, or need cheering up, for help and advice. I know of 5 mums who have posted on this thread due to 'false accusations' but I also am aware that there are some mums out there who read it for support and information but do not feel able to post, due to the 'gagging orders' they have placed on them.

I chose a story at 'random' but asked the person who posted it if I can repeat it here,and I feel that it highlights what so many mother's have gone through.

I would hate to think that we are a 'clique' in the world of Mumsnet because we rely on all of the mumsnetters for their help and because of that I hope that no one feels excluded from posting and that you will continue to help us as you have done in the past.

Love Bunglie XX

Good to hear from you Bunglie - have been thinking of you. I hope there is some improvement for you soon, you must be bored to tears. Much love.

Bunglie, so glad to see you posting again, even if only briefly. Hoping that things start to imporve for you soon. Lots and lots of love, and a big hug from dd. XXXXX

I am so sorry that it has been so long, but the lady I borrowed the laptop from went home, but as it is sunday they have let me use the ward computer!!

Well....as for my health not alot has improoved, I am still paralysed from the breasts down and my hands have a funny pins and needles sensation, hence it is slow for me to type. I hope things will get better soon, the doc's say that it may take months for the sensations to start coming back if they are going to, they don't know how much I will get back but I am a determined person so I am sure that it will come back, but I have a sore bum from lying in bed (I do have an air matress)I have been here 8 weeks so it can not be much longer! Thankyou again for your lovely cards and gifts, I was feeling very low but they cheered me up no end, it was nice to know that people cared and I felt very priviliged inside, THANK YOU.

As for my ds and dd, my dd is taking her A'levels and does not know I am here. I did not want to worry her while she was doing her exams and I do not know how I would have contacted her since the AP's have broken off contact. I have shed many tears and I feel helpless in here. I did get a letter from the GMC saying that they are going to write to the court to try and get the papers, as they are seeled, for the hearing against Meadows in June. Apart from that everything seems to be on hold as I am unable to do anyting about it from here.(sad)

My ds is well and knows I am here but I have not seen or heard from him since April. I left a message on his phone and send him text messages via my dh but he has not answered any. I wish I had my phone here so I could ring and text him.

I feel starved of news, and of course nobody here knows about it and every thing seems to have died down. I feel as if I need to get things moving again but I am helpless here and I have shed many a tear I am sorry to say, which is rather selfish of me when people in here have real problems and do not want me crying for what they see asd no reason.

I often wonder about you all, I hope4 that everyone is alright, (Wigwambam are you feeding Gerby!!). I do not get a newspaper as I can not focus well enough to read it yet so I do not know if there is anything in the press. Thankyou Lunarsea for thos links they were really interesting.

I am unable to collect my email as the computer is not alowed on those sites but thankfully Mumsnet is not bared. (smile)

Finally are the DVD's still going round? and what do you think those of you who have seen it. Beety I got one for you but I can not remember if I posted it, perhaps you could let me know and if I didn't phone my dh and he will send it.

Well time to go, but all the best to you all, I really am grateful for your help in getting through this with your cards, I wish I could express how much they have meant to me. and a special thanks to jan, a wonderful PA.

Lots and lots of love, Bunglie XXXX

good to hear from you Bunglie. You are in my prayers.

Thankyou very much Marslady, and thankyou for your card. XX

you're welcome! Jayzmummy made it. Sorry about the rain damage. I got caught in an amazing storm

Oh, Bunglie, how lovely to hear from you but how awful that you're in there and feeling so cut off. It's a shame they can't allow patients internet access as they do TV - I'm sure it would make a big difference to quality of life. Hope you're home again asap.

How lovely to hear from you again, Bunglie - I'm glad that you're feeling up to talking to us a little bit again. Here's hoping that things progress well and that you'll soon be back to your old self.

Thinking about you, and sending lots of love (Mini-WWB sends a big hug too, and hopes you liked the pictures). xxxx