As you can see it is really late. But I wanted to post yo you that I had spoken to my ds
Firstly , my temparature shot up to 38.5 this evening and I thought the infection was back. I felt dreadful . However I have just woken and need to change my sheets, but it has gone down, so please God that it stays that way for Sunday. I was just a bit worried that I would not make it for a couple of hours, but all seems OK now.
My ds said that he did not know where the letter was and he was not sure he could find it. I said "that's OK, no pressure but if you can, please do not worry about me getting upset by the contents or anything, it would just be really helpfu if you can," He said he would look, but I am not too optomistic. I told him that although it was not his birthday on Sunday we were going to bring it forward for the day, he said "cool!" He then asked why I wanted the letter and I said "It would just be helpful if he could, but no pressure, I can get it from somewhere else." I told him it was written 15 years ago and he did not realise that but is still adamant that his sister should not get it. So I told him that if he showed me his copy, I would give it straight back without anyone knowing and it would help stop his sister get it." I also told him that I could explain a bit more on Sunday and that I was really looking forward to it. I told him how well he sounded and he said "yeh, things are really good at the moment". So I assured him that it was nothing bad and that not to 'stress' over the letter. He said it would be good if we could all go out for tea but was not sure the af is up to walking. I said he could borrow one of my electric buggies, he laughed.
So all is OK I think, does that sound positive to you?