Ugh it’s a crappy world we live in sometimes isn’t it :(
You can remind DD of that incident on her wedding day foxes :o
Feeling absolutely shit tonight, super anxious/paranoid and the resulting “paralysis” I feel in times like this means I’ve got fuck all done this evening, hence feeling worse. Need a “be kind to myself” type evening I think. So I’ve brought Cagletini to bed now in the hope that I can get her to sleep properly a bit earlier.
ta da
✅emailed back and forth about hall hire, pretty much sorted for World Book Day
✅made it to tap class for earlier time as DS trying primary class, he loved it and did well
✅made dinner
✅arranged a piano lesson for next week
✅errands in town - picked up book, exchanged DVD, bought underwear for DD
✅workbook with Caglets
✅had another idea for a way to fit in more HE. Sometimes we get stuck in random places when baby needs feeding, I’m going to find a notebook in which to write a challenge, puzzly things etc. I’ll enjoy coming up with that sort of thing and can google for ideas too. Like “can you find something in the room beginning with each letter of the alphabet” or quizzes related to what they’ve been learning about, mathsy challenges etc.
✅weighed myself - amazingly I managed to maintain over the last month despite eating so much crap over Christmas. So pretty relieved and optimistic that I can continue losing if I can rein it back in. There’s only so far the breastfeeding calorie burn can take me.
✅got Cagletini weighed - 12lb 14oz, so slightly smaller than average (she’s 3 months on Thursday!) but following her centile perfectly! Yay!
Right she is dropping off properly now I think so with any luck I can go to sleep. I might stick something on the iPad to listen to though as I still feel really stressy and need the distraction.