Hi there!!
dd is 6 and-a-half (as she insists!) and has never said anything about it..but I had hidden it all well, but kids know things!!
I have her here pretty often (every weekend and atleast once in the week) - all is very fine with her mum - but I knew she was not getting the best of me!
I had been drinking way too much, I think for most of one year now, and my (ex)partner didn't help at all in this as she was a vodka queen!
We had a REALLY shitty break up earlier this year - confusion,nothing was authentic - and I delved even deeper, not the classic alcoholic, just coming to rely on atleast 5 tins per evening, and then some more when my buddy and I would get 'last orders' and have a couple more...plus the regular botttle of red wine...I could manage work as I am in a position to delegate, and realised I was doing far too much of that for the wrong reasons...fags ofcourse went up with it, so by this time last weekend (Fri) evenings I managed 3 bottles of wine, minus one glass in the cooking...Sat. was a little less, ditto Sunday, and then Monday was the pits - had dd in the evening, and took her home, and then did 5 tins of grolsh, and another 3 pints of Guiness with my buddy in the pub, ending at around 12.30am...and fags were at atleast 30 plus, but who was counting???
Looking back I was binge drinking for most of the last calendar year, and then post-break up (April) went into overdrive......had always drank 'healthily' but now knew my relationship with alcohol had become desperately unhealthy..
shocked at how well Iwas 'managing it'...
Energy? Opposite to you! Tuesday was awful, but Wednesday I woke with a lighter head, and even began t omulti-task at work!! Not known that for a very long time, and all had noticed it!!
Now feeling chemically re-constituted, abd pretty achey, but that is GREAT compared to my recent history.....