Don't know why I'm posting on here... I don't know what else to do

[cantdothisanymore]

Need to keep busy.

Have lost my mind.

call the samaritans

email them if you cannot talk

are you taking any meds? seeing a psychologist/ psychiatrist/ counsellor/ CPN?

anyone you can contact tonight?

if you are on teh brink you can go to A&E and get immediate emergency psychiatric help

Whats happened?

do you have family or friends nearby that could come over?
Is anyone with you? Do you want to talk about what the mattter is?

Yes, am on meds, seeing psych, therapist etc

Could call Dr or counsellor but they'll hospitalise me.

Don't want to go to A&E.

Just had enough of feeling like this. My 'wise mind' knows I shouldn't do anything but the rest of me wants to. I HATE this. I don't understand why it won't go away.

Whats up?

www.samaritans.org.uk/
I think it is a very good idea to call them.
Do you feel up to talking about things a bit here?

Do you feel like something terrible is going to happen, but you don't know what, or when?

No, have pushed all my friends away. No family. I don't want company. I just want this to all go away. If the meds & counselling hasn't helped then what else is there? I've tried everything.

sorry, x post

Nothing is the matter - I just have had these feelings for six months and they're overwhelming me again. I just want them to go away and I don't know how to make that happen.

are you on your own in the house?

Did something happen 6 months ago to spark these feelings off?

Sometimes meds and councelling can make you feel worse before you feel better

I s there one this that has spesifically made you feel like this just now?

Am on my own atm.

Nothing happened 6 months ago except depression setting in. These meds were helping - I'm on my 3rd lot of ADs and I thought they were making things better. So why has this suddenly come back so strongly?

MMH, my first ADs did make me worse and I was hospitalised 3 months ago. Have had 2 med changes since and they were helping. I know that the feelings usually subside but they've been really strong for 3 days now and I'm scared they'll get worse and will make me do something. I don't want to have to do that.

is someone coming later? is your dh/dp out atm?

No. Noone is coming later. No DP. Just me.

Has therapy been useful to you?

Can you call out of hours for a chat?

Do you have kids around? Are they in bed?

Can't call anyone. They'll call the hospital. I don't want to go there again. It won't help. It'll make things worse. I just need to ride this out. But I'm scared.

I'm sorry for rambling, I just feel like I need to be busy and doing something - typing sort of helps me feel in control of something.

No, no kids. DS's Dad took him away when I was in hospital last time

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how long have you been on the new meds?i have found with ad's i think im better ,then i will have a week of feeling really awful again before feeling better more long-term.

do you have children?

I really don't know how to help or what to say. Surely there is someone you can ring?

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