Don't know why I'm posting on here... I don't know what else to do

[cantdothisanymore]

Need to keep busy.

Have lost my mind.

Been on this new one for 6 weeks. I was doing much better. I thought things were going to be ok. So why does this keep happening? How many times to I have to drag myself through this only for it to happen again? I'm so tired of it.

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i do understand how you feel(there is a simialr thread on here of mine that i started under a different name a few weeks ago).

please,phone the samaritans.it will help you to talk it through.or keep posting,whatever comes into your head,even if it seems silly.

Sorry.

You don't have to say anything.

I probably shouldn't be posting on here.

I didn't know what else to do.

I know no-one can help.

I think I hoped that my typing, things would start to feel less scary.

Sorry

Are you sure there is no one you can speak with from your community mental health team

keeping busy is a good thing

you will never know how many times you have to drag yourself through this.this could be the last time,for all you know,you could wake tomorrow and see that light at the end of the tunnel again.

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why are you feeling this way if it is okay to ask.

please carry on posting. can anyone come round to help you? whereabouts are you?

Thanks Divastrop. I'm sorry you have felt this way too.

I can't call anyone.

I think this will go away.

I do see DS. But not often. I miss him so much. He's my baby. I want him back. I'm not a bad mother. Really - I have never ever hurt him. I just want him to be ok.

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dont apologise

and how are u feeling at the moment.

Oh, its tking too long to post as my laptop is giving up on me. I havent got power lead.

Keep chatting here and I hope to catch up with you later

If you are feeling anxious or panicy at all, try nomorepanic.com or.co.uk

He's not quite 2.

I miss him.

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Just keep posting then and keep taking this third lot of pills as planned. Keeping busy is wise.

I don't know if I PND.

Thanks MMH - i'll look at it now.

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His dad walked out when DS was 3 months old. No warning, just decided overnight that he didn't want a family. Had little to do with DS until I was in hospital when he took him away

In England there is no assumption a mother or father will have the child. It is normal that parents agree between themselves who has the children and when. If that doesn't work then the court will decide. It is rare that one parent would be ordered never to see the child but sometimes contact is supervised.

But it's certainly not unlawful that a father rather than a mother would have the children. I know many.