Psychiatrists hate her! One weird £5 trick for Mental Normality

[Ennn]

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Thanks millie

Ouch, I hope it gets better soon!

oh dear millie, I have problems with my achilles tendons too, tramping about in mud and on uneven ground doesn't help

went to visit a friend in bury st eds today, am shit company and couldn't keep self upright and just kept lying down all over her house until we went for a walk which culminated in a visit to a pub where she bought us lunch and during course of conversation said 'I remember when you were Really Thin, do you remember that?'

in some ways I think I wouldn't mind going to live in a mental hospital for a while and just sleeping for a few days

Some people say very thoughtless things, don't they :(

I never comment on other people's weight, I just say things like 'that's a beautiful top' or 'your hair looks gorgeous today' or 'that is a wonderful colour on you'

why can't people be nice :(

I always go with compliments too. Gosh I'm feeling rubbish Going out later, not sure if I'll be drawn to the river or not.

How are things, Ennn?

sorry to hear you are feeling rubbish up, me too

hopefully a cuddle with the horses will help where friend (not her fault) failed

instead of playing bystander roulette is there something nice you could plan to do this evening?

((( polly ))) Sorry you're feeling rubbish I hope the horses help. I can't think of anything right off, maybe I'll think about it.

Hi all.

Have confirmed CC cannot do anything to help hopeless depressive. Offered me an appt with her "whenever I need one" but since she can't reach in my brain and fix it there's essentially no point.

Just bought bunch of grapes at the market that cost £3

Snap Ennn I hope the grapes are worth it. I wish talking helped more.

Yes hav no identifiable causative depressive/ anxious thoughts, and talking/moving is physically hard and leqves me exhausted

Hugs. I can't identify why my mood is so low. The physical effects sound awful, you have my sympathies.

Thanks up you have mine too. I can't imagine how you must feel to fight the urges you do

I'm distracting minute by minute at the moment. It's not going well.

Forgot to thank you for hugs and good wishes earlier mille, it helped

I dont get why cc so often seems to mishear/misremember what I say -, I say I was up in mood for two weeks, she remembers it as two days why would I even mention being high for two DAYS

That's very frustrating, Ennn

I think she has preconceptions she's hearing me thru

Yes, I know what you mean.

Apparently she didn't hear from the support group people.

Rang GPs to ask if I could have diazepam, the CC suggested i would need to get that stuff from my GP if it would help with stiffness as its three weeks ubtil i see the psychiatrist . apparently I would need an appointment with the GP So would have to ring at 8am . ah well.

Feels.like a wasted day

It might help with stiffness, Ennn Sorry the day feels wasted. I've just been down to the river wrestling with demons, I've come back by promising myself I'll do it tomorrow lunch time. Why is my head so fucked.

It.might help but I will wait until my Monday appt anyway. Its too hard to keep calling people and going places.