Psychiatrists hate her! One weird £5 trick for Mental Normality

[Ennn]

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Nobody I can text. I want to cancel CPN tomorrow.

13" (or nearly 13.3 on injured one) this is probably massive but is genuine muscle! I don't want to know if it's enormous it's my own fault for running on tip toe

Please don't cancel your CPN visit Up. You never know, they might be of some help.

oi are you MAKING them?

thought you were giving me a pattern

Yeh I'm making them from neon wool. I don't have patterns I just make stuff up.

Up, please don't cancel. Every therapy appt, I have an argument with myself about cancelling (and I sometimes do). It's a horrible dilemma
Caulk, my phobia was from having tetracycline AB as a child (whooping cough), which affected my adult teeth, I had some awful experiences with dentists and have kind of given up on them. But DD needs to start seeing a dentist soon (now!) and I need to sort myself out, before I take her

oh yes! Neon! Oh you are clever AND kind!

but is there enough wool in the world to go round my impressive calf muscles?

I checked my skins calf sleeves size chart and they fit up to 13.5" and are fine so that's about right

Ohhhh, freaky. My right calf is 15.5", left one only just over 15", and they're both fine

Yes, is fine. I've measured how big mine are so then I can work it out against them.

You have tiny calves. Me and my fatness will go into a corner and cry ALL OVER THE WOOL.

(I won't by the way, only some inches bigger and my calves are fat, I know that.)

One of my school friends was a size 8 and had huge calves.

they're not tiny, people even comment on them (bulgy)

I think my legs will always look big though, sort of short and boxy

Wait, no, they're both 15.5"; I measured the left one in the wrong place. Asymmetry panic over.

I feel compelled to go and measure my calves now but I don't think I have a measuring tape.

I don't see what my CPN can say to help.

My tape measure smells amazing. It's one of my favourite things I own.

Given what you said before about not talking to them, isn't there a risk they'll get worried and unpleasant things will happen if you try to cancel your CPN appointment?

Up, is CPN any good at listening? (Rather than saying anything specifically). Sometimes I think the best MH people are those who will just sit with me a while and just...be.,.

nooo don't cancel UP

you keep alluding to suicide, writing goodbye letters etc., this is EXACTLY when you need to see your cpn isn't it

My calves are bulgy too. I think calves just are.

(revolting photo on tiptoe)

Maybe I should see how it goes.

Wow you have incredible muscles. Mine are just fat. I'm ok about that though, even when v v thin I still had fat legs.

I think that's a good idea, Up.

of ability to stand on tip toe

You have amazing legs, Enn, pure muscle

Up, yes, see how it goes. If in doubt, that's what I do