ah it's you!
I have scrolled down, I only know one entirely hetero manic depressive psych and often wonder how she is, she was about to marry someone really horrible the last I heard 
no, I can't even walk properly and you know what they say about running and walking - I was wondering if I ran on purpose to make it worse, because I knew it wasn't better, because of pre-race apprehension, but then it would have been humiliating to have first ever DNF if it had happened on the course
do you still remember much internal medicine? is really frustrating to talk to people who have been through med school at public expense and can't remember the difference between ligaments and tendons