Issues at the interface of Mavis, community-based psychiatric services and the mentally normal

[Mitchy1nge]

I think that covers us all?

it just came up on an app am using 'talk to yourself like it was somebody else in same position' or something

Hope wouldn't say they were too fat to live or leave the house or lead a normal life.

I would be much more subtle and therefore more effective

How to tell self am worthless defective fuckwit in a subtle way.

ask my children how I do it?

and I will ask MY parents

your self-loathing, FINALLY my quest for a worthy opponent is over - tomorrow metal WILL meet metal

but I only fight to protect the innocent!

then I am sure there will be innocent bystanders for me if you don't show up

you're not even HALF human! You are ALL nighlock (sp?)

I don't understand much of that.

me neither

on plus side loaded the dishwasher for first time in my life ages

Suspect I would need to have been infected with the Power Rangers meme.

I would kill for a dishwasher. I'm sure my shins wouldn't thank me, though. I always walk into my parents'.

but the power rangers eternal conflict with the nighlocks (sp?) strikes me as a perfect and beautiful expression of your struggles with your own self loathing

YAH!

symbol power

[explosions]

I'd head back to the netherworld if I were you

but you're NOT

use the samurai combination disc

SUPER SPIN SWORD

samurai megasaur (it's a fucking transformer!)

we are united!

WANT TO BE KILLED PLEASE

at least there are horses to do in a minute

Right. I see.

Is it a bad time to admit I've eaten horse meat?

not at all

mine will be fed to hounds when the time comes

am not v sentimental about them

Oh good.

Horse is delicious.

just found a copy of Palahniuk's 'snuff' in the toy box under 'a first word and picture book' heh

I was listening to an audio version of Fight Club. I really ought to finish it.

I found A Boy's Own Story by Edmund White in the children's section in a charity shop. I moved it.

INVISIBLE MONSTERS

my best one

I appear to have forgotten how to read books.

if you ever remember then try invisible monsters! Is short like fight club but even better

finally, fresh air and exercise of sorts

I must keep my identity as a power ranger secret at all times to protect the innocent

Tears have stopped.

Broken feeling hasn't.

Need to go and sort the kitchen. Load the dishwasher, tidy up after last night. Would probably only take 20 minutes. Can't find motivation.

Can't go into living room. Viv is there, it's the centerpiece of the room. Just can't go in.

Am sat in bed at the moment. I'd be lying if I said I haven't been looking at other reptiles, but I don't think DP is keen. He'd rather get a dog, but we can't get one here, it'll be a few months before moving is realistic and even then, we're unlikely to move to somewhere that would allow a dog.

Also, I love reptiles. I'd have a house full of them if I could.

I can feel the grief in your words Infinity.

You must be exhausted.