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Autumn days in the village with lots of support for all kinds of MH problems - depression, anxiety, OCD, psychosis etc

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fluffydressinggown · 14/09/2014 22:50

Shiny new thread. xx

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fluffydressinggown · 20/09/2014 21:40

Had a big cry this afternoon, dealing with some tough shit related to previous assault when I was 16 and lots of messages from God.

Having my obs reviewed on Monday.

victrix go you for the wallpaper stripping, hope it went well

Oh spidey I am sorry things are so tough for you, have you tried Stronghold for the fleas, sorry about your IBS as well, it is a bugger

Sorry you are having a tough day pulled

Keep on plodding keema you can do it!

Hi pare sorry things are so tough

Good luck for the interview collar

Welcome mummysparkle

((fuzzpig))

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Pulledapart · 20/09/2014 21:56

(((( fluffy )))) so sorry ur day has been so tough Sad x

NanaNina · 20/09/2014 23:12

Spidey and Pulled - seems you are both struggling with similar things. Who is this counsellor/therapist Spidey who has lifted the lid of some mega painful stuff and left you with it - I know therapy has to be time limited and it can be very painful and exhausting, but I think the thing about EMDR or RE-WIND is that you don't have to re-visit all the pain from the past. Sorry I know I keep going on about it. Vicar knows all about Re-Wind, so maybe when she's back from her retreat she can PM you both about it if you're interested.

Pulled I think feeling flat is the essence of depression - well that's how it feels for me on bad days, flat and empty really and lacking in any kind of emotion, just pointless nothingness. You asked how to access EMDR or RE-Wind - I suppose the only route for NHS therapy is via the GP. I have had therapy on the NHS that wasn't CBT (which is what they usually dole out) MP do you know how these therapies can be accessed and what would be the chances of getting it? I seem to recall there is something in the NHS called "Access to Early Intervention Therapy" or something similar but there's one thing having policies and quite another delivering the service. I think it would depend on which hospital trust as well. Maybe MIND could advise. Worth asking - you can get their details from their website.

Collardove wishing you good luck for your interview. Do you have any diazepam to calm the nerves. It isn't the end of the world if you don't get this particular job is it - if you tell yourself that, the stakes might not be so high so maybe you won't get so stressed. Easier said than done I know.

Hope everyone else is as ok as they can be............anyone else watching X Factor - I love Simon Cowell!

NanaNina · 20/09/2014 23:14

Oh sorry Fluffy - how could I forget you. So sorry you have had a tough day today and hope tomorrow's a bit better at least. It's going to take time for you to get well I know, but we're all here to support you through it.

fuzzpig · 21/09/2014 06:45

I'm sorry to all those who have been through abuse. It certainly seems a common theme :(

I was about age 3-8 I think but there is no way I'll ever know. I repressed it for years and only told when I was 13, and of course he (my uncle - and writing that I just realised he was sort of in my dream last night ugh :() denied it to all but my grandma.

I can see why you don't want to write or draw about it spidey it can make you feel vulnerable. I think the point of art therapy is that it's a safe space so you aren't having to explain the results to anyone but the therapist, and maybe it's something you could consider at some point IF and only if it appeals. By the way your DS has great taste in books - Meg and Mog are fab! :o What else does he like? I work in a library, I love books.

I was up before 6, I desperately hoped DCs would still be asleep when DH and DSDs left, but no :( I told them they could have their 30 mins each iPad time in my bed - like it's a treat for them :o but actually it's given me an extra hour snuggled up! Then we are going to watch spirited away when we go downstairs. It's going to be a very screeny day today :(

Thanks Pulled I don't feel so terrible right now - mornings are usually better - but there's no way I can manage it - two different trains and a long walk, then standing around during the run (and subsequent food festival) with possibly zero chance of a bench to sit on, it's actually not safe for me to be with the DCs on my own there when it's crowded :( I didn't want DSDs to take the DCs - they are 16 and one does babysit a lot at home but this event is likely to be so busy and chaotic and DS (5) in particular is way too much of a handful in these situations.

They seem to have got over the disappointment now though. Plus we have leftover Chinese for lunch yay :)

fuzzpig · 21/09/2014 06:48

(I meant to clarify the reason it's not safe is dizziness - I sort of black out and fall and it is terrifying that DS could bolt and I would not be able to catch him in the crowds)

ANYWAY. Hope everyone has a better day today Thanks

thornbird123 · 21/09/2014 07:19

Fluffy are you suffering from dissociation? I read about this in another forum, where it was taken as psychosis at first. It's similar and as you aren't hearing or seeing things it might be worth of looking into.

MySpideySenseTickles · 21/09/2014 10:26

Fell asleep quite early last night but was wide awake at 3am, I now have seven crocheted coasters, and a headache..
Six of the coasters are tied up with a bow as a thank you present for mil, she's supported us all loads for years and I don't think she realises what a difference she makes.
She not only suffers from ibs too but also depression ad anxiety and fibromyalgia which they thought I had as I have all the symptoms but I got a nasty rheumatologist who ignored all the tests and just said I was too fat.

MySpideySenseTickles · 21/09/2014 10:29

Oh god! Unintentional paste! I copied it to translate... It's about a French artist who crocheted a chain 80 miles long.
I shall copy and paste the original post and ask hq to delete that one.
Apologies.

Fell asleep quite early last night but was wide awake at 3am, I now have seven crocheted coasters, and a headache..
Six of the coasters are tied up with a bow as a thank you present for mil, she's supported us all loads for years and I don't think she realises what a difference she makes.
She not only suffers from ibs too but also depression ad anxiety and fibromyalgia which they thought I had as I have all the symptoms but I got a nasty rheumatologist who ignored all the tests and just said I was too fat.

fuzzpig · 21/09/2014 10:30

I wish I could remember enough French to understand that :o

MySpideySenseTickles · 21/09/2014 10:44

Grin I was tryin to put it in an app lol.

Victrix · 21/09/2014 11:04

I had a moment of panic when I suddenly lost the ability to read your post Grin

Weirdly I was knitting at 3am.

thornbird123 · 21/09/2014 11:10

Spidey: I like crocheting. You have been very effective in your early hours.

I feel zonked of this med increase and don't think it helps. Tiredness should ease with time, I hope. But I am definitely not taking any higher dose.

TheSilveryPussycat · 21/09/2014 11:22

I want to see the unintentional paste!!

MySpideySenseTickles · 21/09/2014 11:28

It was very very long and very very French! It was a French article I wanted to translate, at least I have the excuse I've not slept much!

Autumn days in the village with lots of support for all kinds of MH problems - depression, anxiety, OCD, psychosis etc
Collardove · 21/09/2014 14:52

Spidey - I'm with Silvery #miffed not to of seen your post!!
I think your French post would make more sense to me then what's going on inside my head today!

Nice crochet :)

How is everyone else doing today?

fluffydressinggown · 21/09/2014 15:37

Oooh nice crochet spidey!

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MySpideySenseTickles · 21/09/2014 15:47

Thanks I'm really pleased with them. Dh knows how to cheer me up he went to do a carboot this morning and came home with loads of really good quality yarn and I mean loads about a binbag full! All in colours I love.
I may never sleep again!

Mentalpsychiatrist · 21/09/2014 15:48

I'm having a bad day. The anxiety I've been struggling with has ratcheted up a few notches. DP is at work and I'm in bed with the cat.

Hope everyone else is having a good Sunday.

Collardove · 21/09/2014 16:32

MP - I am in the same place as you today, snug in my bed with anxiety levels steadily creeping up. I have been snappy with dd and am very restless.
I know it's all about the build up to a job interview I have on Tuesday.
As NanaNina suggested I do have a very small amount of diazepam. So am thinking I will need to put off the inevitable and go downstairs now and take one.

Spidey - I so wish I could knit/crochet. I have shown how to knit by 3 people. But sadly instructions just never registered inside my head and just could not get to grips with it :(
But well done you! Lots of yarn to keep you distracted and ticking over a bit :)

Fluffy - how is your day?

fluffydressinggown · 21/09/2014 16:55

I wish it was tomorrow and I was off constants and dead.

That is how today is going.

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thornbird123 · 21/09/2014 17:02

Why you want to die? You sound very depressed. Just take your meds. They will help your depression and hopefully your dissociation symptoms.

LEMmingaround · 21/09/2014 17:38

Fluffy
, you poor loveThanks

Sorry. Struggling to keep up with thread. Has anyone seen CiQ?

SnowyMouse · 21/09/2014 17:43

(((( fluffy ))))

(((( all ))))

Pulledapart · 21/09/2014 18:13

(((( all ))) am lurking. Level zero today (if that exists) haven't got out of bed Sad