Not expecting a reply. Just have nobody to talk to

[KimCarcrashian]

I can't stop crying

I've been abandoned suddenly by someone I thought I trusted. I am utterly devastated and can't stop crying.

I just want it all to end. I want it to go back to the way it was.

Have a hug. Do you want to talk more about what has happened?

I don't know what is a lie and what is the truth anymore. I'm totally bewildered. I have nobody to talk to and I am desperately trying not to message this person.

Kim you are hurting now but things will get better. You can never go back but you can try to meek going forward as good as it can be. Do you want to tell us more about who hurt you?

Oh. Hello. Thank you for listening. I wasn't expecting any replies. But thank yiu

Kim don't message until your have straightened out your thoughts. You might say something you regret.

So sorry you are feeling really low Kim. Are you able to offer any more details so that maybe people could try to help out with constructive suggestions? Was the person who has abandoned you your partner? Is there are reason you've posted in mental health rather than relationships, i.e. are there existing mental health issues?

(Sorry, there were no other replies when I posted mine ...)

Thank you. I desperately want things to go back to how they were, but was it all a lie? I don't know.

Sorry. I know this is crazy rambling.

So, somebody you trusted has deceived you and you've just found out?

Thanks Fruggle. You are wise.

I'm prob making all kinds of mistakes because I'm crying so hard. I'm sorry.

Hi Kim keep on talking to us, better out than in as they say

Yes Monst. That's right. It is utterly crap.

I'm posting in mental health because I do have mental health issues. I thought things were fine until this came along.

Thanks Zucker

Ok. So, maybe some hand-holding is in order while you get through the initial shock, and when you're feeling a bit more balanced you can tell us what's happened and maybe we can offer some help with clarifying your thoughts :)

But, know that many (all?) of us have been there too: having been hurt so badly that we can't stop crying.

And thank you to everyone. I honestly thought nobody would reply.

So Kim things are going to feel more difficult because you have mental health issues - are you getting extra support or meds at the moment? Have you just found out?

Thank you Monst. I just needed to get this out because I have nobody I can tell this to.

I am on medication. Thought I was going well up until now.

This person is currently posting all over twitter to his friends and joking without a care in the world and I am feeling like utter crap.

I'm doing everything I can trying not to look at it.