Not expecting a reply. Just have nobody to talk to

[KimCarcrashian]

I can't stop crying

It is shit.

He is showing the world who he is. Were you with him for a long time?

Thank you to everyone on here for being there. I appreciate it.

Block, delete and don't look.

Try not to do things that make you feel worse at the moment, e.g. looking at his Twitter - I know it's hard especially as you're obviously using the internet to post here! Sounds like maybe it would be a good idea to make an appointment with whoever prescribes your meds, maybe in a few days' time? That way you can see how you cope over the next few days, but you have the knowledge that you can go and discuss your mental health soon if you need to.

I'm going to have to go in a minute (work stuff) - but will be back in a bit and no doubt other people will be along too.

Actually, no. It wasn't a huge amount of time but I fell head first (I know I sound like a stupid teenager). And the way that he acted and the things that he said were extremely convincing. He made me feel amazing for the first time in years. Now this!

Thank you. Block, delete, don't look is very wise advise. I wish I could do that but it feels like I'm breaking a link if that makes sense.

And yes. I will go back to my GP. I'll try when I'm at least slightly out of this hole.

Really sorry you're going through this Kim. It's horrible to be let down by someone you trusted.

And thank you again.

Thanks Coughie. Everyone is being so lovely. I really didn't expect it.

Thanks again everyone. I need to go. It has helped a bit. I still feel horrible but it helps to let it out.

How can somebody appear to be one thing and then suddenly become a different thing? Why?

I'm going now. Thanks again.

Here's another hand to hold. Stop following him on twitter, it's not doing you any good. Are there any irl friends you can reach out to for support?

Thank you so much for the hand holding. I don't feel ready to block just yet. I know I should

I don't feel as though I have anyone I can really cry out to. But it is helping posting on here I think.

I'm back on here so that I don't message him. It's so hard not to!

Oh I feel so devastated. Aagghhhh!

And like an idiot, I poured my heart out to him. He trampled on it.

Every time you feel like messaging him or checking his Twitter, write on here instead. We'll try to get you through.

Hugs . Sounds so tough.

And like even more of an idiot, I leant him money. Won't see it back now.

Thank you Enormous. I'm actually trying to use this board for that a bit.

It IS working. Each time I post on here means that I'm not messaging him.

We used to message all the time so it's almost habitual to text/msg automatically.

I bought new sexy underwear for him too. Bastard. I'm getting a bit angry now. Hopefully a turning point.