Morning 
well done on the medium bum
! thats an achievement!
Zedzed ((((hugs)))) i saw what a mare yesterday was for you. poor you. its awful when you have days like that.
I know others have said it, but weve all been there. I can honestly say I've had some tough times with my two and I have been very shouty mummy and hated myself after.
Its the constant grind of small DC. I really feel for you. We have had 4 months of almost solid illness with my two (and me). It stated with their chicken pox in beginning of November and hasnt stopped.
They have whined and wailed almost every waking hour sometimes and they are 4 and 2 so I thought i was beyond the constant wailing phase.
Its worn me down. Couple that with appalling behaviour, and its a struggle to keep calm. I made a roast chicken with roast potatos and roast cauliflower broccoli cheese last nigh. Its their fave and they asked for it.
Once it was on the table, they whined and threw food on the floor, said it was yukky and "disgusted" (DSs phrase). And point blank refused to eat any of it.
And they refused to eat the lovely pear crumble I had also made.
I managed to stay calm but only just and only by having a monster portion of crumble myself 
So to all of you here with small DC, I feel for you!! The hideous weather, illnesses etc, its all on top of us all!!
I decided to cheer myself up by trying on old pre-DC clothes which were in the "way too small, will never fit again" charity bag. Guess what?? they all fit beautifully 
So if you need a boost, go find some stuff in your wardrobes. Either old stuff from your heaviest and see how baggy it is or some smaller stuff to see if it fits or that it almost fits!! Go on. you'll be flipping amazed. and its such a boost. 
Someone here asked how many dress sizes I've lost.
Well I was over 17st, 2.5 years ago after DS was born and I guess about a size 18. I'm now a 10/12 in designer or high end high st and an 8 in places like Gap and uniqlo etc.
This time last year when i was 13st10, I was a large 14.
I obv have the advantage that I used to be a 10/12 (8 in some shops) so I have all my "old" pre-DC stuff to wear. But if you dont have any smaller stuff to try on, just go for the larger stuff you used to wear and see how baggy it is and how it falls down.
Phew monster post. FD today and Im having one of those Innocent noodlepots for lunch (247cals). Funny how this is my "junk food" now isnt it.