thanks everyone! I did a huge Oscars style thankyou post on our FB group, so many people have helped me do this, and it means a lot to finally get it done, after (counts on fingers) 7 months.
I'm still kind of in a rut, the gym shutdown came at a shit time. Can't go running (cold air/asthma), the sea is too cold and full of runoff to go swimming, and I so far haven't managed to summon up any oomph to JFDI with some online training.
I'm slightly miserable about that, but I know in 2 months time I'll be on my summer routine - swimming every day, running on Saturday mornings, leading BodyCombat 3 times a week. Long term, these last 7 weeks or so are just a blip.