Hi @honeyhorse, I'm with you, I know exactly how you feel, but if it's any encouragement, I had my 1st dose last week after 6months of CBT. I emailed my GP surgery saying I really want it but have needle phobia, have been having regular CBT but can't cope with the thought of a big Vax centre & I was luckily so supported by them & they let me have it in the car park at my GP surgery. I can honestly say, I felt nothing (I did have Emla cream on) & the mental torture was waaaay worse than the 3seconds it took. Good luck with your journey, the relief will be so worth it, promise x