TheDrsWife46 I get you, I really do. I just want to cry and cry but I don’t have the energy. My legs are like jelly and I keep coming over hot and cold and thinking I’m going to pass out. I keep shaking. I went downstairs for 5 minutes earlier and nearly collapsed and my heart rate was 130. It hasn’t been below 90 all afternoon or evening and I’m normally fit. My oxygen was 95 which is way better than many on here but is 97-98 now. Looking at other people’s sats just terrifies me if I feel this shit at 95%.
I can’t shake the feeling that something is really going wrong here. Day 25 and after a week of improving a huge downturn. It’s hard to keep positive. I keep calling DH in and telling him how scared I am. He does his best but no one really gets it. They just think I’ve got a bit weak being in bed, although 2 days ago I was walking around fine, or I’m not eating enough (I’m trying, and today has been no different to any other day - I’ve no appetite, I force it down).
Normally I’d never be this unwell for so long without some medical help. But they just don’t want to know if you’re breathing. The sense of abandonment is very real.
I get you theDrsWife46, I too feel like I’m going to be a different person after this with a lot of trauma to get past.