30s TTC - We BESH you a Merry Jizzmas and a droid-free new year!

[CurlyCasper]

Come in, come in. The wine is mulling, the bird is stuffed and cooked. We have a huge table at which to enjoy our festive feast, and the rippling Ricky Whittle is the centrepiece, draped in berries to be removed by whatever method you choose.

A bottle of Gin and an elf-man in a box awaits each and every one of you. Just make your wish and when you undo the bow he will appear.

There's a nativity tableau in the corner, for praying to the baybee Jebus and, most importantly of all, Santa has been asked to deliver the gift of exceptional fertility, so that each and every BESH can enter the new year with a baybeeee in their tum tum.

Oh, and I've let a few cats in to aid with the 2WOOFL menkulness.

Now, let's get together and get the tree up!

gin I'm so sorry - you poor, poor woman. No punches, just xx for you

Oh my poor darling Haggy. What an absolute fucking shitty cunting arsewipe of a christmas day. I am so sorry, I wish I could do something to help you feel better, but I know there is nothing. Words are not enough, that is so utterly shit. I've tears running down my face. Not that that is any help to you, but you sooooo do not deserve this.

I just want to let you know that I am thinking of you and hoping you get home soon to Mani and TC and manage to have a christmas day tomorrow.

Massive hugs and squeezes. No violence today. xxxxxxxxx

Fuck, Gin. I have no words. I'm so, so, so sorry.

You know where we are when you need us. And all of the BESH will be here, thinking of you.

Have posted for you in the Other Place. Fuck fuck fuck. Reading how you managed to make some Xmas magic for little Mani despite your suffering made me cry - he must love his amazing mummy soooo very much. Hope you get out tomorrow and are thoroughly pampered and do nothing except be loved and looked after. Take care of yourself Sweets - we are here for you

Oh gin babe - only just finding way back to palace.

What utterly shit shit news

Feel totally powerless to say anything to make it better, but just know that we are all here for you to lean on for venting, moaning, sobbing, whatever you need.

Shoulders and bosom snuggling and hair stroking r us, so to speak.

Xxxxx

gin I've just picked up other place message. Just wanted to say how much I feel for you and how terribly sorry I am. Can't say more than that

so,so,so,sorry gin. there are no words. hugs and love xxxxxxxx

gin I have just seen your sad news. Really really sorry. What a shit thing to happen.

can't read your messages without welling up.

just wanted to let you know i'm home. looks like worst of pain over, my family held off having xmas so have just done presents and dinner and am in the process of getting steaming drunk.

and tc bought/made me the most thoughtful present in the world ever.

am very sad and have had a lousy time. however i have the most wonderful people around me, i love them, and that helps.

now, more booze...

love you guys,

gin xxxxxx

gin Glad that you're home with people who love you, and so sad for you all at the same time. Thanks for the update.

Many hugs and some comedy violence coming your way.

Ginhag and Bessie so sorry about the MCs. What a shit, shit Christmas. Glad to hear you've got lots of lovely support around you.

I'm joining you in the misery sadly - started bleeding and cramping this morning on holiday, drove home a day early and have spent most of the evening in A&E. Have to go in to the EPU tomorrow morning for a scan to see what's happening. Not holding out much hope; I'm in quite a lot of pain though the bleeding seems to have stopped for the time being. Feeling pretty sorry for myself, and it's my birthday on Monday. WAAAAAAAH

Hope everyone else managed to have a joyful day yesterday x

Oh god. We really aren't a lucky thread at the moment. Fingers crossed Twinkle

Christ, this is a nightmare of a thread. Am sending out much love to all my poor suffering fellow BESHes and ditto on the fingers crossed for Twink Glad you're feeling better and are getting all the love you need and deserve, Gin. And big hugs for poor Beshie too

Twinkle I'm so sorry to hear your news - I hope it goes OK at the EPU today.

Gin that's shit beyond words. Glad you're being well looked after.

Twinkle really really hope there's good news at the EPU.

jeez, I was coming in here to moan about an unwittingly insensitive comment my mum made about her lack of grandkids, when it was put in perspective when I read Gin's news, I am so sorry to hear that, and glad you are home with your family. Hugs too to Twinkle.

Bloody hell.... can we get a new thread please? This one not looking so good.

Twinks I hope you got some good news at the EPU. I'm thinking of you.

Gin and Bessie, hugs to you both. Lets hope that the new year brings lots of love, good luck and baybees to us all. xxx

Hell, just come on here from t'other place. This sux. Agree with Polly.
No punches from me either.
Strokes, Gin.
Big lurve to rest of the beshies.

KP

So, turned up at EPU yesterday morning and it was closed . Went again this morning and had to have dildocam. They found a pregnancy sac but couldn't see an embryo. There was something in the sac but it wasn't clear enough to see what. They said it looked like a pregnancy of about 4-5 weeks gestation when I should be 6+1. He said it could be explained if I had ovulated later than I thought, which I know didn't happen. So, although the scan was essentially inconclusive and I have to go back in 2 weeks for another one, it doesn't look very promising and I think the miscarriage will probably happen before then. Not a very nice way to spend your birthday. I'm actually alright I think, just not in a celebratory birthday mood. It didn't ever occur to me that something might go wrong, how naive and stupid. That'll teach me to tell the world of our 'happy' news so soon! I just want it to hurry up and happen. I hate all this waiting to see what will happen when I know in my heart of hearts that it's game over.

Gin hope you're feeling ok.

This is all so shit. sorry beshies. I don't dare start a new thread, cos I did this one. hope someone else will do it. Feel jinxed and very for you all.

Sorry it wasn't better news Twinkle. I know how hard it is when you're fairly sure it's game over but nothing is confirmed. Hope you get through this ok. Be good to yourself.

very sorry to hear that, Twinkle.

I should be SWI at the moment, but am loaded with the most hideous stinking cold, so haven't yet - I fear another 6 week wait till we can do anything useful.

hello all.

came in to see how twinkle is, am really sorry it's not looking good. wish there was more i could say.

i feel like shit. hate feeling like i broke the thread too, please don't feel like you can't actually be happy on here guys!

have had a ramble in the other place, that way people aren't stuck with reading my shite if they don't want to.

sleep again now i think.

laters x

((Gin))

The thread is here for the good stuff and the bad, so don't worry about saying what you need to say whereever you need to say it.

What Medee said. Don't think that this is a cursed thread, just very sad at the moment.