Hi all...not been onfor acouple of days - so sorry to hear your news Bubble and scorpio.
Well, I'v ehad my long-awaited (7months) appt with gynae this morning...was stressing about it and ready to vent if I was given anymore crap but to my surprise we were told that after being on 7 months 50mg clomid it's going to be best to turn to assisted conception meaning IUI/IVF!
Can you believe that!! I was stunned as my cousin has been under same gynae and been given the run-around for forever (over 12 months of clomid)! I was told that they would not like to prescribe me any more clomid because it's such a powerful and toxic drug and has a lot of horid side-effects. They said from my scans/bloods in first month of clomid it showed that I was ovulating so there would be no use upping my dosage anymore.
SO! I have been in a wierd mood all day, not wanting to talk to anyone and feeling a little lost to be honest.
I mean the past few weeks I have been goin on and on to my sister (poor thing) about getting onto IVF waiting list as it's quite long in some areas....and now that they have sent my form off to ensure we are eligible for NHS treatment, I don't know how I feel.
I feel upset actually. It has really come to this. I htink deep-down I was hoping that we could conceive naturally albeit with the help of clomid but not getting overly obsessed about my cycle and what to eat, what not to eat. Now it seems nothing we do will make it happen, only possibly IUI/IVF - how romantic and sponaneous is that? NOT!
I know I'm sounding ungrateful but I'm not, I'm glad that things are moving on, they said waiting times have gone down a lot - about 6/8 months!
So unless some miracle happens, I guess I'm not entitled to my seat on this bus anymore???
Sorry for long thread, just needed to get that off my chest!! Have been irritable, sicky, moody and weepy all day!
BUT congratulations koumak - what wonderful news, that made me smile a HUGE smile when I read - about time we had a BFP here!!