Recent messages have mentioned how strong people are when it comes to holding back the tears - I am hopeless (unless I tell myself that if I cry other people will get upset - that helps!)
Cried twice on way to work listening to news and how kids sent out to Australia got separated from their brothers and sisters....
Think its all this TTCing getting me down and PM bloody T - i know this is the case because i cracked and tested and its a BFN - but what it really feels like is "I AM A BFN" and that makes AF even more of a drag....That's especially true (the BF part) this month because I allowed myself to believe my carbohydrate cravings were a symptom (good grief ) rather than pure greed so I've put on a good few pounds which won't help either, will it?
Leaving on holiday tomorrow and I'd made the mistake of imagining how lovely it would be if I was expecting...Sigh!
Lets hope the lack of stress from work helps!
BTW all those who are coming into contact with babies which must be sooo hard - can I offer a totally non-scientific crumb of comfort? I read somewhere (or something...) that contact with babies can help with conception (bit like how periods synchronise in women who live together) so cuddle away!
Good luck to all who are waiting - Darryllrivers you are so strong - wheel your bag whenever you get testing urge!!!!
So sorry to hear of all these mc's, does put the whole thing into perspective...
Still, got about a week to go before its back to it!!!