Entering into 8th cycle..

[Indianna2006]

Entering into 8th cycle…ttc number 2.

Feeling defeated and deflated even though I know odds are still on our side really..
I already have a DD who is 3 years 9 months so very much feel time is of the essence. Just desperate for it to happen now.

Feel like either people seem to fall super fast or seem like 12 months plus and don’t find many “in the middle” types.

Ive fallen pregnant 1st cycle before. And then DD took 7 cycles. So hence why this failed 7th cycle seems like a miserable milestone!

Anyone welcome to keep me company. Sucks 😫

@Kiaa wow so soon. Hope it all goes okay.

@FlyOnTheWall89 the second trimester bit is the nicest once you feel more normal. It will deff feel really once you see it dancing around in there ☺️

I am just plodding on doing the motions. Not doing a very good job at not feeling like I’m a totally irrational emotional women. It’s knocked my mental heslth and anxiety sideways tbh. And I’d come so so far.

Nearly at the end of cycle 4 now since mmc And it feels like a lifetime each cycle again. It’s THE hardest thing. And ttc is hard in itself.

It’s been 16 months I’ve done now in total. And i just don’t have high hopes basically of getting to the finish line. It’s all very overwhelming.

DD is starting school next month and I’ve cried buckets about failing to give her a sibling with even a remotely close age gap. I just feel like such a failure.
made worse by the fact there would of been a sibling..she will never get to meet 😭

@FlyOnTheWall89 @Indianna2006 thank you ladies feeling really nervous for the birth
Will update when she is here xx

@FlyOnTheWall89 how exciting for the scan hopefully you feel a bit better soon

@Indianna2006 sorry your feeling this way
Just focus on healing yourself
Don't worry about age gaps I've known bigger gaps and they are just as precious as little gaps 🌟

@Indianna2006 sorry you're in this limbo 😞 can't imagine how tough it is for you after how long it's been and with the MC after such a long wait. All you can do is focus on your DD starting school. And keep hoping for a miracle because it will happen!

@FlyOnTheWall89 hope the scan went well!

@Kiaa wow so soon! Best of luck!!

@OK92 @FlyOnTheWall89 @Kiaa

Hoping this is my miracle! 🤞🏼🤞🏼💕

Only got the positive today. 12dpo. Cycle 3 since the chemical 😱
Hoping this one sticks and I get this baby. Only time will tell though.

@Indianna2006 omg! 💕 everything crossed for you that this is your sticky one. It has to be! Did you have an idea that you could be which made you test?

@OK92 nope no idea really. Been a bit crampy today like something is going on in there.
but I just tested as usual before period expecting a BFN.

Can’t believe I start all over again though with the waiting in weeks and the gagging 🙈🙈

🤞🏼🤞🏼

Omg yay @Indianna2006 so hoping this is your one that sticks. Everything crossed for you.

Scan went really well. Everything is looking normal. Baby had its legs crossed and arms above head and was wriggling around. I had the harmony test today so will know the sex next week! X

@FlyOnTheWall89 isn’t it just the best thing ever seeing them in there moving around 🥰 bet it almost didn’t feel real.
how exciting about the sex too!! Please update us once you know!

🤞🏼🤞🏼 Come on rainbow baby 🌈🌈 please stay with us xx

@OK92 thank you 😃

@Indianna2006 Omg how beautiful fingers are so very crossed for you 🥰🌈

@Indianna2006 thinking of you and hoping all is okay? X

@FlyOnTheWall89 all is okay so far 🤞🏼5 + 3 today.

going to have another early scan around 8 weeks. Although the thought of going to any scan absolutely terrifies me. I got DD of course but can’t seem to get my brain to fathom it could all actually be fine. An it’s more normal to get good news than bad news…it’s having a hard time figuring that out. I just think it will be the same again.

just taking each day as it comes atm 🤞🏼 Feels like an age doesn’t it.

did you find out your sex?! xx

Keeping everything crossed for you. It's such a horrible wait and goes so so slowly.

Yessss I'm having a baby girl which i'm totally thrilled about. So excited and it takes it all to a new level. X

@FlyOnTheWall89 oh how wonderful 💖 that’s very exciting 🥰 baby girls are great!

DD is like my little side kick best friend. And will seem super weird to be adding another into the mix after 5 years by then of just me & her. But she will love it also an be mother hen. So 🤞🏼 this time

@FlyOnTheWall89
Yay a girl Congrats so exciting 💕🎉

@FlyOnTheWall89 aww congrats! Agree little girls are just lovely. We've not found out for this one and the anticipation is killing me!

@Indianna2006 one day at a time like you said - have you been feeling symptoms or not yet? Fingers crossed all is going smoothly I'm sure it is 💘

@OK92 yes I have symptoms. Nausea and tiredness etc. although I’ve had this in all of my first trimesters I’ve done so I don’t look too much into it. You can get symptoms with non viable pregnancies..or I apparently do 🙈… hence why each time it’s felt such a shock that it wasn’t actually okay. It such a stupid thing.

just plodding along trying to pass the time tbh 🙂

nearly 7 weeks so 🤞🏼

@Indianna2006 @FlyOnTheWall89 @OK92 hope you ladies & your babies are doing well 🥰

Little miss Savannah Evie has finally arrived after induction on her due date the 5th 💕

@Kiaa ahhh congratulations! She looks gorgeous. Enjoy her! 💗

@Indianna2006 thanks heaps lovely 💖
Hope all is well for you

@Kiaa huge congratulations- hope the birth went okay. Beautiful name too xx

@Kiaa congratulations! How precious. Hope you and baby are doing well xxx

@FlyOnTheWall89 @OK92 thank you ladies 🥰

@Kiaa how are you getting on with your new bundle?

@OK92 @FlyOnTheWall89 how are you both!

I am now 9 weeks. An have had my booking in appointment with midwife so just waiting my letter on my 12 week dating scan.
I had an early scan last week and all was well. Saw baby with heart best and I was measuring two days ahead then at 8+2. So just praying now until I get to my dating scan 🤞🏼🤞🏼

AmazIng news @Indianna2006, so happy for you. You don't even sound too far behind me !

I'm well, feel really great now unless I get really tired or overdo it and then I feel pretty crappy again. I'm 18 weeks now. Waiting to feel her move now which I hope will be soon! X

@Indianna2006 so happy for you! Must have been such a relief to be measuring a few days ahead.

@FlyOnTheWall89 aw I'm sure it'll be soon! I think I started feeling movements around 20 weeks with my first.

I'm good too. Just gone 30 weeks now so feeling pretty heavy and uncomfortable but not quite ready or prepared for a newborn yet! Haven't really sorted anything out or bought any bits and bobs so I need to get organised over the next few weeks.